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goodvibes144

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Constant and compulsive gay / lesbian porn addict
« on: July 15, 2019, 01:08:13 PM »
I'm a 20 yr old male , who is also a Christian struggling with this porn addiction . For months I could go without it . Now it's  went from weeks I could control it, to only a few days . And now it's making me want to act out to experience the euphoric feeling . But Ik if was too do so that after sex I would feel like crap. Just as I do now . This lifestyle has not help me get in a relationship . And I fear everyone is starting to notice, I think I maybe romantically attracted to girls but sexually to men. I wish I could just cut it off but when I'm trying to quit the urges kick me down . Or if  go cold turkey I'm snappy and have slight anger . I just need to quit so I can figure out my sexuality . PORN is not helping . I feel like this sin of lust is just taking me over and I want it to END !!

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Re: Constant and compulsive gay / lesbian porn addict
« Reply #1 on: July 15, 2019, 07:48:03 PM »
Hey, man, welcome to forum!

Porn does a lot to mess up our brain and our attitudes about others, ourselves, and sex. You're definitely right to be committing to getting rid of it. I have found a lot of good support and ideas here that have helped me a lot to make some progress.

We're all in this one together!

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Re: Constant and compulsive gay / lesbian porn addict
« Reply #2 on: July 15, 2019, 09:22:25 PM »
Thanks for the support ! I really need someone to reach out to here so I don't keep everything cooped up and go insane

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Re: Constant and compulsive gay / lesbian porn addict
« Reply #3 on: July 17, 2019, 06:06:12 PM »
Good call: definitely read and post in other people's journals, especially people whose experiences resonate with your own. I think that's one of the best ways to find a good group of supportive people here.

Keep fighting the good fight!