Author Topic: Connecting the dots ( This year i will change) (Read 3929 times)

Do or die · « **Reply #75 on:** March 25, 2019, 11:29:29 PM »

I also facing same things

pruthukkc · « **Reply #76 on:** March 26, 2019, 10:40:40 PM »

Quote from: Do or die on March 25, 2019, 11:29:29 PM

I also facing same things

Yeah! Withdrawals are really strong keep strong mate.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #77 on:** March 26, 2019, 11:02:18 PM »

Day 3 at 27-3-19

Faced same withdrawals. Always had headache and low energy but i am happy because after long time i am on day 3

“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”
― Edgar Allan Poe

Do or die · « **Reply #78 on:** March 26, 2019, 11:15:56 PM »

The video we seen is stored in our brain memory. So we need to reboot till that memories won't appear automatically.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #79 on:** March 27, 2019, 11:03:43 PM »

Absolutely!

pruthukkc · « **Reply #80 on:** March 27, 2019, 11:09:55 PM »

Day 4 at 28-3-2019
I had Crazy nightmares at night can't able to sleep so started watching Netflix series 'Strangers' and in the middle of 1 st episode there was scene get me really strong triggers but I control my self. Really tired now.

Do or die · « **Reply #81 on:** March 28, 2019, 05:27:20 AM »

Keep going we can do it

Do or die · « **Reply #82 on:** March 28, 2019, 09:13:20 PM »

Be carefull about urges bro.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #83 on:** March 28, 2019, 11:16:25 PM »

Quote from: Do or die on March 28, 2019, 09:13:20 PM

Be carefull about urges bro.

Always!

pruthukkc · « **Reply #84 on:** March 28, 2019, 11:25:56 PM »

Day 5 at 29-3-2019
Another tired day, watched all day Netflix series there are some scenes triggered me but my little friend just numb now. Brain plasticity is really long process but I enjoying it.

Two days to go complete my first goal and first step of journey. Never give up

username is not available · « **Reply #85 on:** March 28, 2019, 11:29:04 PM »

Damn man so many relapses and you're still going strong that's good
Having sex is an animal instinct and that's so hard to stop

When you relapse are you watching porn or just jacking off?
If you're watching porn id suggest allowing you only to jerk off without porn before stopping completely if you're about to relapse

When I reach a certain amount of days I'll allow myself to jerk off without porn a couple of of times a year
But I plan never to watch porn ever again

I wish you a good reboot keep going man we're gunna make it some day

pruthukkc · « **Reply #86 on:** March 28, 2019, 11:43:50 PM »

Quote from: username is not available on March 28, 2019, 11:29:04 PM

Damn man so many relapses and you're still going strong that's good
Having sex is an animal instinct and that's so hard to stop

When you relapse are you watching porn or just jacking off?
If you're watching porn id suggest allowing you only to jerk off without porn before stopping completely if you're about to relapse

When I reach a certain amount of days I'll allow myself to jerk off without porn a couple of of times a year
But I plan never to watch porn ever again

I wish you a good reboot keep going man we're gunna make it some day

When I was teen I only jerked of and never felt any kind numbness, brain fog etc. But after watching porn my habit changed and I jerked of by watching porn and now I am facing flatline so I can't able to hold strong erections but when I watched porn my erections are really strong so for change I am trying to follow Hard mode for 3 months. By the way thanks for comment and motivation.

Do or die · « **Reply #87 on:** March 29, 2019, 12:35:21 AM »

you are on day 5.
please note that now your brain tricks you to accedently watch porn. so be aware and be successfull.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #88 on:** March 30, 2019, 12:14:55 AM »

Quote from: Do or die on March 29, 2019, 12:35:21 AM

you are on day 5.
please note that now your brain tricks you to accedently watch porn. so be aware and be successfull.

Yesterday exactly same thing happened with me at late night but I control myself. I got really strong urges but I told myself you can do it man! You are not slave of this addiction and you can control it I literally convinced my mind and after 1 hour I slept. Insomnia is a biggest reason of relapsing and it's common withdrawal of all kind of addiction so make sure that you do something about it. In past 5 days I nothing did productive but now I am ready for add some weapon to fight against this evil. I decided now to do yoga,meditation and any kind of physical activity every day in past I worked on this things but my mind can't able to consistent and after few days I relapsed.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #89 on:** March 30, 2019, 12:27:21 AM »

Day 6 at 30-3-2019
After long time I felt really confident. I talked with girls my anxiety levels are dropped and I feel very energetic. I only suffering from one withdrawal and that is insomnia. Now I am going to complete 1st goal of my mission and I knew in next week this evil will try to break me, played with my mind but now I am strong enough to fight. Next week is really important to me because most of the time I relapsed in this phase.

Believe you can and you’re halfway there.” – Theodore Roosevelt

pruthukkc · « **Reply #90 on:** April 01, 2019, 02:45:05 AM »

Day 8 at 1-4-2019

Going through crazy headache I feel my head is going to smash it really soon. Insomnia make me freak I literally slept only two hours. Really tough time i never experienced such things before. Day 8 is really tough to me. This journey is really tough but you have to keep moving forward!

Do or die · « **Reply #91 on:** April 01, 2019, 07:07:18 AM »

Congrats brother.
Take how your body response seriously.
Leave this addiction completely

pruthukkc · « **Reply #92 on:** April 01, 2019, 11:28:35 PM »

This is possible because of your support.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #93 on:** April 01, 2019, 11:32:10 PM »

Day 9 at 2-4-2019

Faced same withdrawals as yesterday. Flatline starts now.My dick is totally dead.

Do or die · « **Reply #94 on:** April 02, 2019, 08:40:41 AM »

Yes brother. I also doing daily meditation. Now today i am at day 2.

Do or die · « **Reply #95 on:** April 03, 2019, 11:46:25 PM »

you are at day 11 today.
keep in mind that if you relapsed you leave everything you has now. 11 days is bigger success. keep your aye on urges. do daily mindfulness meditation.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #96 on:** April 06, 2019, 03:55:20 AM »

Day 14 at 6-4-19

Past few days i was busy so cant able to open this site. After a long time I reached on day 14th i am really happy. Next week is also really important to me. Now i am strong enough to fight urges. Thanks to my accountability partner Do Or Die.

Do or die · « **Reply #97 on:** April 06, 2019, 11:57:17 PM »

Quote from: pruthukkc on April 06, 2019, 03:55:20 AM

Day 14 at 6-4-19 welcome bro. Be prepared for all things. You can do it.

Past few days i was busy so cant able to open this site. After a long time I reached on day 14th i am really happy. Next week is also really important to me. Now i am strong enough to fight urges. Thanks to my accountability partner Do Or Die.

pruthukkc · « **Reply #98 on:** April 07, 2019, 04:47:49 AM »

Day 15 at 7-4-2019

Whole day felt depress and can't focus in any thing. Woke up late. I felt really tired and my dick is totally numb I feel like I lose something inside me. Always thinking about committing suicide. Tough time is coming and it's just start now.

Do or die · « **Reply #99 on:** April 07, 2019, 07:09:18 AM »

Learn something new . like any sport or other something.