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cranm329

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Re: Uk65tantra
« Reply #100 on: July 15, 2019, 03:59:08 PM »
Day 0:
Starting another PM free reboot. The last 2 weeks have been a nightmare. Urges every day. Misused sex related literature which is essentially using P. Kept busy in good weather today. Resumed tai chi. However bad the withdrawal symptoms are and however long they last I am going to tough it out day by day.. I deeply respect all you guys who are going through this and worse. Great encouragement and  privilege to share on RN.

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« Reply #101 on: Today at 03:50:03 PM »
Day 1: No PMO
A weird day. Derealisation and depersonalisation feelings. Blunt emotions. Like bereavement. I will never see a @#$€ again. Numbness. It has gone. Id is dead. Like I will never walk on the Moon. Others have. It is there in the sky like P. is on the keypad but unobtainable.The first day of getting used to all this. The number days ahead is far less than those behind. Got to make them count.

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« Reply #102 on: Today at 04:50:21 PM »
"Like bereavement" - totally identify with these early day feelings. It's short-lived though. Stay strong.

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« Reply #103 on: Today at 05:39:27 PM »
Thanks SOA
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