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relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« on: January 09, 2019, 05:11:25 AM »
after knowing i am a addicted to porn, masturbation and fantasy. i using fantasy because I've spen all of my teenage with fantasy and there are my times it happen I've loss my control on porn, masturbation and on my thoughts i also have worst habit of fantasy, sometimes a sexual thoughts pops and i got loss in my imagination for 1 hour may sometimes 2 hour, so here is the problem and i masturbated and everything get over since I've join this website in july 2018 and till today I've relapsed again and again not getting anything , frustrating, disappointing, and disgusting again and again and i don't why i am not able to come just like other have released their problem and reboot as quickly as give some advice and help me. loneliness and lack of friend and now the relapsed again and again has become a memory based fear inside me help me so that i see myself and make my self image in higher mode. yesterday I've masturbated natural by fantasy without using porn and all happen after 18 days the longest I've conqour myself.
« Last Edit: January 09, 2019, 05:13:21 AM by rahul77 »

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #1 on: January 09, 2019, 05:36:27 AM »
you can do it bro. this is just start of reboot. dont lose your confidence . never say never . wakeup and start again
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #2 on: January 10, 2019, 07:39:37 PM »
started again day 1 on 11 January 2019, not going to give up this time no Matter what happened you will handle it.

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #3 on: January 13, 2019, 08:06:23 AM »
day 1 completed i want this

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #4 on: January 17, 2019, 08:06:01 PM »
after relapsed started again day 1 completed

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #5 on: January 20, 2019, 05:42:08 AM »
relapsed and watch porn and masturbated relapsed day zero again

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #6 on: January 29, 2019, 01:17:22 PM »
That one day will definitely come bro when you are rebooted. Keep moving
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: relapsed again and again from last 6-7 months
« Reply #7 on: February 21, 2019, 04:45:35 PM »
Remember that all you have achieved since July is part of the progress. And also that you are especially vulnerable right after a relapse. You need to be very careful with triggers the first few days!

You can do it! ;)
« Last Edit: February 22, 2019, 04:47:21 PM by imaquitter »
First reboot, august 29, 2018 (49d, 3xPMO slip, no binging)
2nd attempt, october 19, 2018 90 days w/o PMO!



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