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HumbleRich

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« Reply #100 on: January 12, 2019, 06:52:22 PM »
Day 41/90.

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« Reply #101 on: January 13, 2019, 08:36:04 AM »
Rich.  Excellent at 41.  Me?  13 of 30, free for life.  No porn. Clear. 

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« Reply #102 on: January 13, 2019, 08:36:33 AM »
13 days of the challenge   clean clean clean.  day 42 of present reboot

    Post often it helped me it will help you 

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« Reply #103 on: January 13, 2019, 11:54:57 AM »
Day 0
Loneliness separates me, like a dimension on its own. I cannot leave it, I hit an invisible all. I walk invisible between you all.

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« Reply #104 on: January 13, 2019, 02:44:28 PM »
Day 12 hardmode. No artificial stimulation. Have had family visiting for the weekend, so have had all my free time taken up with them, which makes avoiding temptation much easier. Have been having strange (and sometimes disturbing) sexual dreams. I figure the more messed up the dream is, the more real-life shit my mind has been able to work through. Still feel a lot of pressure in my groin area and balls. Will hopefully subside soon. Good luck everyone!

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« Reply #105 on: January 14, 2019, 05:59:01 AM »
14.  Clear.

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« Reply #106 on: January 14, 2019, 07:42:26 AM »
Day 14

Still going strong. The mental fog has cleared enough that I can read without falling asleep after a few pages. Yes!

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« Reply #107 on: January 14, 2019, 07:50:16 AM »
Cut it out, guys.  Clean means NO PORN, or even erotica, and if you are cutting out masturbation then no mb.  You guys who are edging or peeking aren't  rebooting.  You're just building your own demise.  It is time to.get serious.  That means unless there is a real naked woman in your bedroom it is no deal.  Time to get serious.

Rich

Dilly Dilly!


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« Reply #108 on: January 14, 2019, 08:01:01 AM »
Cut it out, guys.  Clean means NO PORN, or even erotica, and if you are cutting out masturbation then no mb.  You guys who are edging or peeking aren't  rebooting.  You're just building your own demise.  It is time to.get serious.  That means unless there is a real naked woman in your bedroom it is no deal.  Time to get serious.

Rich

Actually, there is a naked woman in my bedroom but she's inflatable.
Loneliness separates me, like a dimension on its own. I cannot leave it, I hit an invisible all. I walk invisible between you all.

Hand Solong

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« Reply #109 on: January 14, 2019, 08:09:26 AM »
Cut it out, guys.  Clean means NO PORN, or even erotica, and if you are cutting out masturbation then no mb.  You guys who are edging or peeking aren't  rebooting.  You're just building your own demise.  It is time to.get serious.  That means unless there is a real naked woman in your bedroom it is no deal.  Time to get serious.

Rich

Actually, there is a naked woman in my bedroom but she's inflatable.

And you clearly made his point. Maybe if you actually took this seriously you wouldn't consistently be in here saying

"Day 0"

changemylife

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« Reply #110 on: January 14, 2019, 08:25:41 AM »
Cut it out, guys.  Clean means NO PORN, or even erotica, and if you are cutting out masturbation then no mb.  You guys who are edging or peeking aren't  rebooting.  You're just building your own demise.  It is time to.get serious.  That means unless there is a real naked woman in your bedroom it is no deal.  Time to get serious.

Rich

Actually, there is a naked woman in my bedroom but she's inflatable.

And you clearly made his point. Maybe if you actually took this seriously you wouldn't consistently be in here saying

"Day 0"
Hey, I'm taking this seriously.
Loneliness separates me, like a dimension on its own. I cannot leave it, I hit an invisible all. I walk invisible between you all.

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« Reply #111 on: January 14, 2019, 08:43:01 AM »
Day 14 of Jan Challenge   day 43 of reboot  never felt better   clear mind  and always remembering this is the 3rd serious attempt so always on my guard for the time being

     Post often it helped me it will help you

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« Reply #112 on: January 14, 2019, 11:53:52 AM »
Hi guys,

Sorry to join late. This is my 2nd serious attempt at a reboot. Just want rid of the PMOing version of me. Day 4 today. Hope everyone's january reboot going well.

A

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« Reply #113 on: January 14, 2019, 02:28:24 PM »
14. Clear.  No porn. 

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Re: "Free January" challenge
« Reply #114 on: January 14, 2019, 07:49:41 PM »
17 days of hardmode. Will not MO at all in january (thats my goal)
Keep it up guys!
First and last real reboot, august 29, 2018 (49 days, ended with 3xPMO slip, no binging)
2nd attempt, october 19, 2018 90 days without PMO achieved!
Hardmode challenge started December 25, 2018

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Re: "Free January" challenge
« Reply #115 on: January 15, 2019, 06:42:42 AM »
day 15 of the challenge  day 44 of current reboot   feeling clean and strong

     post often it helped me it will help you

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« Reply #116 on: January 15, 2019, 08:26:24 AM »
15.  This is about introducing a new pattern into our lives.  The new pattern is not using porn, artificial sexual stimulation, to achieve a dopamine high. Do I miss it?  Sure, but less and less.  Clear.

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« Reply #117 on: January 15, 2019, 09:41:47 AM »
Psyc Ops    I totally agree about the whole switching and changing of patterns   It just took me a little time to implement them.  As the usual I started small and gained small victories even while  having a few relapses  when I started this journey a year ago   But I concentrated on my other small victories  and began building from them  and my mind would usually drift to how I could  build new ones  leaving less time to think about p    Something for all of us to ponder over

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Re: "Free January" challenge
« Reply #118 on: January 15, 2019, 02:28:11 PM »
Day 15

Today is a good day. I'm so happy that I haven't fouled up 2019 with fap.

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« Reply #119 on: January 16, 2019, 06:52:29 AM »
Day 6 today. All good but taking one day at a time. Definitely agree with the talk about patterns and victories. Each day is a small victory. Trying to keep busy as idleness is a breeding ground for triggers. Morning wood last couple of days, which felt good (though I didn't FEEL it!). Well done everyone, keep going and keep away from those triggers.

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« Reply #120 on: January 16, 2019, 07:54:55 AM »
Day 16 of the challenge and day 45 of current reboot  all good   gonna get the day going  see everyone later

     post often it helped me it will help you

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« Reply #121 on: January 17, 2019, 08:01:02 AM »
Day 17 of Challenge  day 46 of current reboot   clean clean clean  no pmo no mo 

       Post often it helped me it will  help you

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« Reply #122 on: January 17, 2019, 08:44:27 AM »
17.  Clear.

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« Reply #123 on: January 17, 2019, 04:55:10 PM »
Day 7, done. Had some bad news with work this evening and was very close to P. Its amazing how much you crave that dopamine rush when you feel low. Well I got straight onto RB and started this post. Thanks for keeping me on the straight and narrow guys.

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« Reply #124 on: January 17, 2019, 04:59:02 PM »
Day 7, done. Had some bad news with work this evening and was very close to P. Its amazing how much you crave that dopamine rush when you feel low. Well I got straight onto RB and started this post. Thanks for keeping me on the straight and narrow guys.

Yeah, feeling low asks for raising in dopamine and we know how to do it with porn.
Loneliness separates me, like a dimension on its own. I cannot leave it, I hit an invisible all. I walk invisible between you all.