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sportsfan11

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I have 0 libido now. i haven't had morning wood in 2 years. i thought it was from too much porn, so i stopped watching porn. I went to a urologist and they said my testosterone is 250 and that's why i can't get erections

so he put me on clomid.

my testosterone is increasing daily because of that medicine.

still no erections, no sex drive, no libido. nothing.

i'm convinced i'll never have a girlfriend or children ever at this point. every single day i wake up and have no feeling in my penis and couldn't even force myself to have sexual thoughts. i have no sensation in my penis either. often times, it shrivels up and I have no feeling in between my pants at all.

I can't get erections standing up anymore, only way i can get myself erection is laying in bed on my back and stimulating it with my hand... if i get up, it goes limp IMMEDIATELY.

doctor thinks it's testosterone but it got raised to 380 after being 219 which is clinically low,  still nothing.

edit: is it possible years of death grip masturbating gave me nerve damage?

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #1 on: December 24, 2018, 01:17:34 AM »
Did you recently cut out porn or have you been porn free the last two years?
Been rebooting since May 2015.  A handful of relapses in that time.  Have SLOWLY improved since then.  Finally starting to see some lasting success since summer of 2018.

sportsfan11

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #2 on: December 24, 2018, 01:38:51 AM »
recently cut out

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #3 on: December 24, 2018, 07:44:32 AM »
sounds like a flatline

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #4 on: December 24, 2018, 08:36:47 AM »
So you've been jerking off to porn for two years?

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #5 on: December 24, 2018, 05:09:06 PM »
recently cut out

I agree, sounds like a flatline.  This can take a fair amount of time before you see improvements.  I know it's easier said than done, but try to relax and ride it out.   Eventually you should start to notice some changes. 
Been rebooting since May 2015.  A handful of relapses in that time.  Have SLOWLY improved since then.  Finally starting to see some lasting success since summer of 2018.

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #6 on: December 24, 2018, 05:50:26 PM »
is the penis feeling sore and shriveled up common?

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #7 on: December 24, 2018, 05:59:22 PM »
is the penis feeling sore and shriveled up common?

Sore? Can you describe your soreness?

As for the shriveling up, I get that symptom.

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #8 on: December 24, 2018, 06:31:39 PM »
I get sore there if i have a headache. i quit masturbating recently but after i masturbte now i get really drowsy and lackadasical feeling. and the penis is sore after ejaculating too.

my penis gets shriveled up to the point its like 1 inch

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Re: no morning wood since 2016. no spontaneous erections. i'm desperate.
« Reply #9 on: December 24, 2018, 06:41:48 PM »
When did your penis shrink? After abstaining or before abstaining?

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« Reply #10 on: December 24, 2018, 06:44:41 PM »
both tbh. every once in a while i'll get a random boner. like once in a month. but it's a very weak one too.

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« Reply #11 on: December 24, 2018, 06:48:21 PM »
both tbh. every once in a while i'll get a random boner. like once in a month. but it's a very weak one too.

I see. My dick shrunk after masturbating to porn. Has that ever happened to you?