Okay haven’t been on here in a couple of days since me and my girlfriend have been traveling to her parents home. And it’s been great here. Haven’t even had time to think about my addiction, no triggers no dreams. Just calm here, there’s lots of snow and the air is refreshing. I think it’s going to be a challenge again when I’m home.Merry xmas everyone and hope you have some time away from negative thoughts.
Back home and just as we arrived home I felt some triggers and urges coming on, what do you guys feel about sex with your partner during rebooting? I feel as sex feels dull and my brain wants to PMO, I hope this feeling will ween off. I love my partner so much and we have great sex when we have it but I think I’m not relaxed from all the anxiety and or thinking about rebooting.Day SEVEN without PMO.
Day TENI made it while home alone yesterday, I went in to some sites and had a look and stopped myself. I’m really happy about that. But the withdrawal symptoms is continuing I woke up with the headache, it sort of feels like when I quit tobacco, it’s a fight. But this feels way more difficult to over come.. It’s been there with me since I was 12-13 years old. It’s been a compulsion to calm myself or aid stress or depression and anxiety. It’s becoming more clear as the time passes, I knew all along one day I have to face myself and stop running..