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Re: Now or never
« Reply #425 on: February 15, 2019, 11:32:47 AM »
Try this and try that and you will do this and that.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #426 on: February 15, 2019, 11:33:27 AM »
Depressed as fuck and suicidal

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #427 on: February 15, 2019, 11:35:01 AM »
They should've killed me when I was born, now I'm stuck in the fucking storm
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #428 on: February 15, 2019, 11:41:31 AM »
The potential for this illness exists in all people and, under the right circumstances, anyone would be driven to it, like him.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #429 on: February 15, 2019, 12:27:17 PM »
Depressed as fuck and suicidal

You need to take action ASAP. Many Members have recommended you one thing or another. DO SOMETHING. NOW. STOP POISONING YOURSELF.
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #430 on: February 15, 2019, 01:21:41 PM »
I can't do shit in my situation.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #431 on: February 15, 2019, 01:29:18 PM »
I can't do shit in my situation.

It's not like you have a choice, it's either that or you keep descending with that infernal spiral from where you'll never get out! You have to act and stop poisoning youself.

You can do it, but you have to stop thinking like that!
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #432 on: February 15, 2019, 02:41:35 PM »
I can't do shit in my situation.

That's flat out bullshit. But keep telling yourself lies in order to continue binging. Mate, if you can watch porn for 10 hours a day, then you can get the login data of your router, type in motherfucking "192.168.0.1", and install openDNS. But yeah, you can't do shit in your situation, I forgot. Get real, son.
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #433 on: February 15, 2019, 03:02:15 PM »
I can't do shit in my situation.

That's flat out bullshit. But keep telling yourself lies in order to continue binging. Mate, if you can watch porn for 10 hours a day, then you can get the login data of your router, type in motherfucking "192.168.0.1", and install openDNS. But yeah, you can't do shit in your situation, I forgot. Get real, son.
And you think your opendns will save me from death? This is hilarious.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #434 on: February 15, 2019, 03:08:37 PM »
The feeling when you realize you are not good at anything.

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« Reply #435 on: February 15, 2019, 03:10:25 PM »
We all gonna die eventually. It's hilarious that you tell yourself sweet little lies in order to keep going. The truth is you discovered that porn is incredibly harmful but the truth is also that you are not ready to let go. That's why I told you to get help from your parents. But you are too scared to set things in motion, you are too comfortable in your sorrows and you are too attached to porn.

Do you really think anything is gonna change once you land the job? Yeah, you will tell me, I'm gonna find and pay a therapist but you know what? A therapist can only do so much, in the end YOU have to act, YOU have to change, YOU have to take action. If YOU don't start doing things in order to get better, the best therapist can't help you. Swallow that pill.
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #436 on: February 15, 2019, 03:32:28 PM »
We all gonna die eventually. It's hilarious that you tell yourself sweet little lies in order to keep going. The truth is you discovered that porn is incredibly harmful but the truth is also that you are not ready to let go. That's why I told you to get help from your parents. But you are too scared to set things in motion, you are too comfortable in your sorrows and you are too attached to porn.

Do you really think anything is gonna change once you land the job? Yeah, you will tell me, I'm gonna find and pay a therapist but you know what? A therapist can only do so much, in the end YOU have to act, YOU have to change, YOU have to take action. If YOU don't start doing things in order to get better, the best therapist can't help you. Swallow that pill.
And what the fuck do you want me to do right now if I don't even go to a therapist? You swallow this pill too.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #437 on: February 15, 2019, 03:48:36 PM »
Sigh, I can't live your life for you. I told you to install openDNS but all you do is to hide behind cynical comments. There are even easier to install porn blockers. Also, GO TALK TO YOUR GOD DAMN PARENTS. I've told you to do so days ago. But you won't do it. You won't do anything. I'm really baffled that you basically decline to do anything. Like the smallest of small steps. I bet, you haven't left the house for days. I told you to take strolls, but I'm sure you didn't do it. Why is that so? You tell me?
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #438 on: February 15, 2019, 04:03:13 PM »
Okay, I'm getting tired of those discussions about do this do that it's all about you it's all about this and that. I'll kill myself anyway, why do you care so much?

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #439 on: February 15, 2019, 04:07:10 PM »
Fuck this and fuck this and fuck that and fuck that guy fuck that girl fuck everything fuck that thing and fuck this thing :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #440 on: February 15, 2019, 04:07:45 PM »
You are behaving like a little child. You'd rather kill yourself than to install a born blocker? Seriously? Is that what you're saying? Why are you so scared to take action? What is holding you back?
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #441 on: February 15, 2019, 04:08:48 PM »
You are behaving like a little child. You'd rather kill yourself than to install a born blocker? Seriously? Is that what you're saying? Why are you so scared to take action? What is holding you back?
I am a little kid. A porn blocker will not save me from jerking off to death.

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #442 on: February 15, 2019, 04:11:51 PM »
Nothing is gonna help you, right?
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #443 on: February 15, 2019, 04:13:13 PM »
Click here to reveal the hidden text in parenthesis. 

(I'll kill myself tonight) 

:))))))))))))) why laugh maniacally when you could laugh psychopathelly :))) what a word it doesn't even exist.
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #444 on: February 15, 2019, 04:13:43 PM »
Nothing is gonna help you, right?
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #445 on: February 15, 2019, 04:16:06 PM »
Start the sentence again because you said it wrong check 1000 times double check talk to yourself start the sentence again go to sleep wake up tomorrow

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #446 on: February 15, 2019, 04:20:21 PM »
Go talk to your parents, they are the only ones who can help you. You are deaf to any advice given to you on this board. I honestly don't even know why you are here. Also, I've reported you to the admins. I don't take suicide threats lightly. Wishing you well!
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Re: Now or never
« Reply #447 on: February 15, 2019, 04:22:14 PM »
What the fuck you think you're doing? You're starting to piss me off. Why the fuck you report me?

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #448 on: February 19, 2019, 07:06:06 AM »
hey man. how are you?

For me who was speaking in the last posts was not really you but your intense pain. Porn has this quality of awakening our deepest pains. And pain feeds on more pain. We then get in in a vicious circle of self-destructive habits feeding our pains even more unconsciously.

but like everything in life these moments of greater pain also pass, sometimes they last longer or less time, but they always pass. and then we begin again to think more rationally, to understand that we really need help, and that we need to do something to get better because no one is going to do it to ourselves.

In moments of greater pain thoughts vibrate negatively and say things like, "It's impossible ... I just can not do anything about my problems." but when that pain decrease you realize that small steps can be taken.

all the advice given here for you was very valuable and should be reflected very carefully. Despite the frequent relapses and your other addictions that you have to deal with, you can put out many things that were stuck in you here and this is already a big progress. Anyway, we are still here to hear how you've been and I hope you're already feeling a little better. peace

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Re: Now or never
« Reply #449 on: May 14, 2019, 12:56:11 AM »
thanks you.  ::)
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