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no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« on: December 01, 2018, 11:30:52 PM »
hello, i am a young boy of 17 suffering from pied,piep porn addiction and masturbation addiction. it's all started when i was in 4th standard because one of my friend suggested thst masturbation increase your penis length for gaining erection i watch hot shows on television and then 3 years later on internet.
my final exam are near but not well prepared and i try to reboot from last 3-4 months but fail. because i am living alone only the rebootnation is my hope anyone can guve reply because after knowing porn and masturbation hurts me a lot and try to but fail.
i cry when i relapsed i know i am on very high addiction mostly i hold for 4_5 days even ehrn i was at my 5th floor building few days ago i try to jump but stop because i hsve a hpe please anyone help me my carrier is in dangerous situation. my grades are going down and due to my final exam are near stress and pressure is also on my head.
what should i do i have relapsed again . somehow i am not getting anything.
anyway good luck rebooter probably anyone who read this give a reply and save ne because after quitting my habits again i reboot and relapsed every week
make a reply help me 
 

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #1 on: December 10, 2018, 12:04:26 AM »
hey rahul. first keep calm. you are doing well. relapse is not a failure its just a milestone. learn from every relapse. please understand the withdrawals of reboot.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #2 on: December 11, 2018, 08:01:28 AM »
thank you do or die it's sounds good that i am doing really well. thank you men, i have realize that masturbation i my problem by searching on web and on Ybop, i have successfully find solution for porn, if you have some techniques to abstain masturbation make a reply

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #3 on: December 11, 2018, 02:15:43 PM »
you are trying to quit so you experience withdrawals which is basically what you describing. to put it very shortly, you are not feeling good. thats unfortunately very normal.

dont worry too much about school. certainly dont feel in danger if you give your best and fail at exams. people who put formal education high on the list of important things in life are almost never very intelligent. there is no way formal education can stop you from doing what you love and there is no way you cant acquire formal education in the case there is a way that its really required.

im not old neither but you are very young. i remember being 17, i fucked school off by that time, i was high school dropout. thats a time where you just roll by the enviroment and situation. you are still young to formulate deep ideas about what to do in life.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #4 on: December 15, 2018, 05:48:55 AM »
thank you do or die it's sounds good that i am doing really well. thank you men, i have realize that masturbation i my problem by searching on web and on Ybop, i have successfully find solution for porn, if you have some techniques to abstain masturbation make a reply
i think you masturbate only when seeing porn. if you masturbate without porn then its not harmful. but excessive masturbation is harmful
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #5 on: December 15, 2018, 07:38:40 AM »
i think you masturbate only when seeing porn. if you masturbate without porn then its not harmful. but excessive masturbation is harmful
if you have PIED, you cant recover if you keep masturbating so masturbation is very evil for severe porn addicts. also porn addicts in general will have extremely and almost impossible time to quit porn if they keep masturbating because masturbation leads back to porn. its lonely, unproductive, isolating, instant gratification, effortless activity just like porn + if you fantasize during masturbation its called porn use.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #6 on: December 15, 2018, 07:46:05 AM »
i think you masturbate only when seeing porn. if you masturbate without porn then its not harmful. but excessive masturbation is harmful
if you have PIED, you cant recover if you keep masturbating so masturbation is very evil for severe porn addicts. also porn addicts in general will have extremely and almost impossible time to quit porn if they keep masturbating because masturbation leads back to porn. its lonely, unproductive, isolating, instant gratification, effortless activity just like porn + if you fantasize during masturbation its called porn use.
thats also correct.
so use your best method and leave things that leads you back
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #7 on: December 16, 2018, 07:55:40 PM »
Everything is hard to achieve especially getting out of this stupid pornography addiction. I know this might sound crazy but our hope is in praying and having each other backs. Why do people keep saying porn is the solution for stress, is like not.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #8 on: December 17, 2018, 05:11:22 PM »
Why do people keep saying porn is the solution for stress, is like not.
who says porn is the solution for stress? i hear a lot of stupid shit frequently but that is pretty stupid, stupidest shit i heard in a long time. cigarettes are good for stress too i guess... i was smoker and i am porn addict so the stupidity of it gets close to me.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #9 on: December 19, 2018, 06:24:36 AM »
8 days completed without masturbation and 15 days without porn. and i am not going to take any relief from porn , i am going to reboot. i am not going to listen anyone other than rebooters

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #10 on: December 19, 2018, 01:36:56 PM »
i think you masturbate only when seeing porn. if you masturbate without porn then its not harmful. but excessive masturbation is harmful
if you have PIED, you cant recover if you keep masturbating so masturbation is very evil for severe porn addicts. also porn addicts in general will have extremely and almost impossible time to quit porn if they keep masturbating because masturbation leads back to porn. its lonely, unproductive, isolating, instant gratification, effortless activity just like porn + if you fantasize during masturbation its called porn use.
I agree with this.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #11 on: December 19, 2018, 07:54:03 PM »
Hey, Rahul. Believe me, I've repeatedly stumbled again and again, too.

I'll tell you the same thing people told me when I used to go to AA meetings (alcohol is another bad habit that I used to struggle with). And it is: One day at a time. You just tell yourself that you're going to focus hard as you can on not using (porn, in this case) today; you're going to hold off the temptations for today. And you'll worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. Don't get stuck on "oh my God, I'm going to have to keep this up for the rest of my life."--I mean, you probably will have to keep it up for the rest of your life, but don't try too hard right now to visualize a life without porn; just do what you can, day by day, to be without it and be in the world day by day.

A day at a time. Because a lifetime is made of days.

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #12 on: December 29, 2018, 07:40:17 AM »
completed 9 days entering the two digit world today is on 10 days

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Re: no hope left even thoughts of suicide jump
« Reply #13 on: April 11, 2019, 02:00:14 PM »
Its a big success bro.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.