Author Topic: Discobolus versus Pornography (16 down a lifetime to go) COMMENTARY WELCOME  (Read 6739 times)

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Re: Discobolus versus Pornography (13 down a lifetime to go) COMMENTARY WELCOME
« Reply #200 on: November 09, 2019, 08:20:21 AM »
No PMO for 14 days tonight.

Last night I had a dream that I was getting a lap dance. Not sure if it was a stripper or just a woman at a club grinding on me and making out. These sort of dreams always come at some point and then they stop. Always just part of the process.

I thought I’d have sex with the wife last night but she was too tired. So maybe tonight. I’m feeling pretty strong.

They say it takes 21 days to form a habit and I’m a week away. I was thinking about how it’s not really a habit to not do something so what is the habit I’m forming. For me I think it’s a habit of being aware of my current mental state and taking measures to stay on track which right now is mostly taking the form of journaling and reading here.
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Re: Discobolus versus Pornography (14 down a lifetime to go) COMMENTARY WELCOME
« Reply #201 on: November 10, 2019, 10:17:51 AM »
No PMO for 15 days tonight.

Had sex with the wife last night and everything worked really well. No ED, no DE and everything felt very sensitive. My wife had a very powerful orgasm. She had been drinking last night at a meet and greet for a political candidate and it’s almost impossible for her to orgasm if she has any alcohol in her system. She says it’s never happened before except for a few times with me.

Now that I have 2 weeks of no PMO it’s time to work on my other addiction, food. After Church today will be spent on grocery shopping, meal prepping, and preparing to hit the ground running in the morning with lifting and back to my 6 meals per day bodybuilding lifestyle.

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Re: Discobolus versus Pornography (14 down a lifetime to go) COMMENTARY WELCOME
« Reply #202 on: November 10, 2019, 10:25:03 PM »
I got a lot done today as far as meal prepping, laundry, and getting ready for my work week. I’m planning on getting up at 5 AM weighing myself, taking some progress pictures, eating, and then heading to the gym.

I’ve put 15 days of PMO sobriety together and now it’s time to address other issues.

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Re: Discobolus versus Pornography (15 down a lifetime to go) COMMENTARY WELCOME
« Reply #203 on: November 11, 2019, 10:13:58 AM »
No PMO for 16 days this evening.

I got up early took progress pictures and hit the gym. I lifted and then some intervals on the stationary bike.

Feeling pretty good so far. No real temptation yet. I tend to have a little more privacy at work as I can go to my office between seeing patients at the hospital. I typically lock the door in my office because I have a restroom in my office and I’ll use it with the door to the bathroom open (but the office door closed). I think I will just stop locking the office door from this point forward.

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No PMO for 17 days this evening.

I lifted yesterday morning and my body ached all day. I was super tired and even turned down sex last night in hopes of getting more sleep. The problem is I couldn’t sleep because of body aches. I finally took some ibuprofen and got some sleep but then I didn’t go to the gym because I was so tired. Then the hospital called and a patient wasn’t doing well so I got up and went into work a couple hours earlier than I normally would have.

Nothing really bad as far as temptation. I saw The Price is Right on in a patient room and the models looked good and I had a split second thought about looking at porn but it was over in a moment.