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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #150 on: February 11, 2019, 12:53:59 PM »
Relapsed 3 times in one day
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #151 on: February 11, 2019, 01:03:46 PM »
Relapsed 3 times in one day
Me too. Binged today.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #152 on: February 12, 2019, 12:17:21 AM »
new day and a new start
fighting with myself is never an esy task. its very difficult.because i also relapsed today's morning. feeling very guilty about myself.
« Last Edit: February 12, 2019, 12:33:49 AM by Do or die »
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #153 on: February 12, 2019, 05:58:49 AM »
new day and a new start
fighting with myself is never an esy task. its very difficult.because i also relapsed today's morning. feeling very guilty about myself.
I know, bro. I binged yesterday. Now I have to start over again. Sometimes I'm tired. I just wish I could do it already.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #154 on: February 12, 2019, 07:46:49 AM »
Very badly trapped in this addiction. I am sad now . nothing is left behind now. I am feeling very very bad.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #155 on: February 12, 2019, 07:57:21 AM »
Very badly trapped in this addiction. I am sad now . nothing is left behind now. I am feeling very very bad.
I know, bro.

I discovered I was addicted to P in November last year. Until then I had no idea that P was an addiction, I thought I was addicted to masturbation. I think it was the "autosuggestion in the beginning" type of thing cause I felt reinforced and I was sure I could beat this in a few months. A couple of months later, I've binged several times and I started to lose hope. Sometimes it feels like a big giant to fight. Sometimes I feel too weak to get up again and again. I've seen users around here saying they've been trying to quit for years. This only scares me. Do I have to fight years of relapsing? I don't know, man, it's hard.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #156 on: February 12, 2019, 10:26:43 PM »
Its not that. Everyone has different period oftime for reboot
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« Reply #157 on: February 13, 2019, 03:26:38 AM »
Very badly trapped in this addiction. I am sad now . nothing is left behind now. I am feeling very very bad.
I know, bro.

I discovered I was addicted to P in November last year. Until then I had no idea that P was an addiction, I thought I was addicted to masturbation. I think it was the "autosuggestion in the beginning" type of thing cause I felt reinforced and I was sure I could beat this in a few months. A couple of months later, I've binged several times and I started to lose hope. Sometimes it feels like a big giant to fight. Sometimes I feel too weak to get up again and again. I've seen users around here saying they've been trying to quit for years. This only scares me. Do I have to fight years of relapsing? I don't know, man, it's hard.
Just find your why. You can do it bro! We are here to help you . Just find your why.......  Set goals, readjust your daily routine, take small steps to change. Frequently interact with people's  search for something which will create passion about it like any Kind a Sport, Arts or any kind a hobby which will bring positivity in your life man. Don't affraid man! Accept that you addicted to porn and now you are going to change. How many people's are watching porn in today's century?  Search in google and you will see how great you are because you decide to change now you are not supporting human trafficking and spectrum of prostituation. Be proud about ourself. I knew it's difficult to handle urges, withdrawals. It really tough but if you know you why you will win this battle. 
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #158 on: February 13, 2019, 06:05:27 AM »
Just find your why. You can do it bro! We are here to help you . Just find your why.......  Set goals, readjust your daily routine, take small steps to change. Frequently interact with people's  search for something which will create passion about it like any Kind a Sport, Arts or any kind a hobby which will bring positivity in your life man. Don't affraid man! Accept that you addicted to porn and now you are going to change. How many people's are watching porn in today's century?  Search in google and you will see how great you are because you decide to change now you are not supporting human trafficking and spectrum of prostituation. Be proud about ourself. I knew it's difficult to handle urges, withdrawals. It really tough but if you know you why you will win this battle.
Judging by how many people watch P, we are brave to attempt to quit this.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #159 on: February 13, 2019, 01:59:04 PM »
Relapsed again please help me.
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #160 on: February 13, 2019, 02:14:31 PM »
Relapsed again please help me.
What's wrong, man? Why are you relapsing so much?

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #161 on: February 13, 2019, 02:19:17 PM »
Relapsed again please help me.
What's wrong, man? Why are you relapsing so much?
I getting urges at night. The night urges are so high.
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #162 on: February 13, 2019, 02:19:38 PM »
I geted Premature ejaculation problem. And i descovered it today. I am ejaculating so early. And as study i found that excessive use of porn and musturbation affected this problem to me. Now the only way to regain my power is to reboot.
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #163 on: February 13, 2019, 02:24:25 PM »
If I'm not mistaken, you had a long streak before relapsing. With me it's routine. I never make it to 1 week. I am desensitized to the drama of it.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #164 on: February 14, 2019, 06:07:37 AM »
Day 1
Relapsed one time.
But counting it as day 1. Because day one is not easy for me.
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #165 on: February 15, 2019, 12:35:46 PM »
I dont know why but i am frequently relapsing . i am trying my best. But its impossible . i think the end which i always think in mind that one day its an do or die Situation come and i leave this addiction. I think that time is now. I never relapsed like this in past 2 years. I am trying from 3 February but still relapsing. And now again i have so many urges in my mind.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #166 on: February 15, 2019, 01:20:36 PM »
I know, bro. I just binged today. I binged 4 days ago and 3 days before etc. In the past 2 months I binged as fuck. I am fucked.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #167 on: February 15, 2019, 10:19:06 PM »
We can do it. We know how to reboot.
Today I only want to stop porn. Nothing else.
« Last Edit: February 15, 2019, 11:35:21 PM by Do or die »
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #168 on: February 16, 2019, 12:36:37 AM »
Be positive guys! From start of this addiction journey we got lot of pleasure so it time for facing Little amount of pain and by the way it's law of universe without pain you will get nothing so be prepared for it and never give up. Think positively we can do it. Relapse is just a small failure will teach you how to become successful in reboot journey so learn from it and keep moving.
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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #169 on: February 16, 2019, 01:30:12 AM »
Ty
I am relapsed.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: started reboot at 12 September 2018
« Reply #170 on: February 16, 2019, 01:43:07 AM »
From 12 pm today i am starting again.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.