TAKID
Active Member
Well how to begin.
My first encounter with porn was 11 Years ago. Im currently 20 years old. The first time i had an orgasm i was 11 with a close friend of mine (no sex just dry humpin), after that i found a pornographic video in which i can still remember in my dad's office. i never use to masturbate to it, i just liked to watch it until one day i decided to give my d*ck a stroke while watching it, from that day is when the mess began. i would watch it once and a while, not everyday and masturbate to it at least once a day. Then my mom got cable for the television and i started going on E on nights while she's sleeping and jack off some soft porn with those naked women walking around then we finally got internet at home when sh*t started to get worst.
At age 15 i lost my virginity to my then girlfriend, i wasnt watchin to much porn then but when i got the chance i would masturbate, we would have sex EVERYTIME we saw each other for longs periods of times without any problems at all! we broke up 1 year later and after that i meet a few girls and never had sex with them cause i was so into masturbating to porn after the broke up, i never felt like having sex ( i didnt realize then that porn was messing me up) from 2010 - 2012 i was masturbating non stop, then i meant this girl and we kick it off i was hard as a rock but i came to early (im guessin thats because i got used to rushing to orgasm) after that i had sex with another girl and i couldnt get it up unless i stroke my d*ck and imagine something but i paid it no attention until this year jan i went to have sex with the beautiful girl and i couldnt even get it up, Since that day ive been to the doctor countless times and they said nothing is wrong with me and its all in my head so i then realize i can get it up to porn but not with a real woman then i typed it in the internet and saw GABE's videos and i tried it out.
The first month i felt so energized, my mind was clear and i felts better than ever then one night i felt so horny that night i got a wet dream after that i went into deep flatline. NOTHING turned me on, didnt feel like having sex nor even think about it, my d*ck was gettin hard occasionally but only got a few seconds and go away, then last week a girl came over that i had sex before i was so anxious of what was gonna happen and we started kissin and i suddenly got a boner its was quite soft but not the boner i was lookin for and we had sex for like 1 min cause ofcourse i came quick and cudnt get back up again unless i kissed her. i msged GABE to ask if that was normal for him and he said yes and i believe im gonna get better . im gonna keep this page posted
p.s sorry for all the typos
My first encounter with porn was 11 Years ago. Im currently 20 years old. The first time i had an orgasm i was 11 with a close friend of mine (no sex just dry humpin), after that i found a pornographic video in which i can still remember in my dad's office. i never use to masturbate to it, i just liked to watch it until one day i decided to give my d*ck a stroke while watching it, from that day is when the mess began. i would watch it once and a while, not everyday and masturbate to it at least once a day. Then my mom got cable for the television and i started going on E on nights while she's sleeping and jack off some soft porn with those naked women walking around then we finally got internet at home when sh*t started to get worst.
At age 15 i lost my virginity to my then girlfriend, i wasnt watchin to much porn then but when i got the chance i would masturbate, we would have sex EVERYTIME we saw each other for longs periods of times without any problems at all! we broke up 1 year later and after that i meet a few girls and never had sex with them cause i was so into masturbating to porn after the broke up, i never felt like having sex ( i didnt realize then that porn was messing me up) from 2010 - 2012 i was masturbating non stop, then i meant this girl and we kick it off i was hard as a rock but i came to early (im guessin thats because i got used to rushing to orgasm) after that i had sex with another girl and i couldnt get it up unless i stroke my d*ck and imagine something but i paid it no attention until this year jan i went to have sex with the beautiful girl and i couldnt even get it up, Since that day ive been to the doctor countless times and they said nothing is wrong with me and its all in my head so i then realize i can get it up to porn but not with a real woman then i typed it in the internet and saw GABE's videos and i tried it out.
The first month i felt so energized, my mind was clear and i felts better than ever then one night i felt so horny that night i got a wet dream after that i went into deep flatline. NOTHING turned me on, didnt feel like having sex nor even think about it, my d*ck was gettin hard occasionally but only got a few seconds and go away, then last week a girl came over that i had sex before i was so anxious of what was gonna happen and we started kissin and i suddenly got a boner its was quite soft but not the boner i was lookin for and we had sex for like 1 min cause ofcourse i came quick and cudnt get back up again unless i kissed her. i msged GABE to ask if that was normal for him and he said yes and i believe im gonna get better . im gonna keep this page posted
p.s sorry for all the typos