My Reboot

Well how to begin.

My first encounter with porn was  11 Years ago. Im currently 20 years old. The first time i had an orgasm i was 11 with a close friend of mine (no sex just dry humpin), after that i found a pornographic video in which i can still remember in my dad's office. i never use to masturbate to it, i just liked to watch it until one day i decided to give my d*ck a stroke while watching it, from that day is when the mess began. i would watch it once and a while, not everyday and masturbate to it at least once a day. Then my mom got cable for the television and i started going on E on nights while she's sleeping and jack off some soft porn with those naked women walking around then we finally got internet at home when sh*t started to get worst.

At age 15 i lost my virginity to my then girlfriend, i wasnt watchin to much porn then but when i got the chance i would masturbate, we would have sex EVERYTIME we saw each other for longs periods of times without any problems at all! we broke up 1 year later and after that i meet a few girls and never had sex with them cause i was so into masturbating to porn after the broke up, i never felt like having sex ( i didnt realize then that porn was messing me up)  from 2010 - 2012 i was masturbating non stop, then i meant this girl and we kick it off i was hard as a rock but i came to early (im guessin thats because i got used to rushing to orgasm) after that i had sex with another girl and i couldnt get it up unless i stroke my d*ck and imagine something  but i paid it no attention until this year jan i went to have sex with the beautiful girl and i couldnt even get it up, Since that day ive been to the doctor countless times and they said nothing is wrong with me and its all in my head so i then realize i can get it up to porn but not with a real woman then i typed it in the internet and saw GABE's videos and i tried it out.

The first month i felt so energized, my mind was clear and i felts better than ever then one night i felt so horny that night i got a wet dream after that i went into deep flatline. NOTHING turned me on, didnt feel like having sex nor even think about it, my d*ck was gettin hard occasionally but only got a few seconds and go away, then last week a girl came over that i had sex before i was so anxious of what was gonna happen and we started kissin and i suddenly got a boner its was quite soft but not the boner i was lookin for and we had sex for like 1 min cause ofcourse i came quick and cudnt get back up again unless i kissed her. i msged GABE to ask if that was normal for him and he said yes and i believe im gonna get better . im gonna keep this page posted

p.s sorry for all the typos

Sounds like you might not completely be out of your flatline yet. Be patient. Maybe your girl should read this: http://yourbrainonporn.com/boyfriend-quitting-porn-5-tips

You know about the flatline, right? http://yourbrainonporn.com/i-quit-porn-but-my-potency-and-libido-are-decreasing-help Be patient. You'll be fine in time.

Tonight I went out with a friend of mine. We were kissing each other and sucked her breast I got a slight erection but I wasn't in the mood to do anything. My time will come soon.

From today I'm turning it up a knotch.. Cutting out every single sexual fantasy that comes to my mind even if it is past sexual encounters.. The past is the past. Don't look back. It is gonna be hardddd but I will try my best ..Started reading a book titled.. The 48 Laws of Power.. and exercising more often.  For those people who are always home. Get out the house. Read a book. Stop overthinking, you will just make it worse. We will beat this PIED.. Believe it..

This is prolly THE HARDEST thing I've ever done. What I'm gonna do is not post for a while cause I'm also addicted to internet.. So I'll try to kill two birds with one stone.. Not thinking about sex is very hard to do. But we have to realize and accept that sex isn't everything. If I can get this done I will recover much quickly. I'll keep you guys posted when I see changes.  As I told Gabe . He has my full respect for going through this for 9 months. It isn't easy to be in your twenties and going through this AT ALL. But have faith in the reboot and be as active as possible and you will get the results you want.

I'm looking all over the place and can't find a blog from someone my age (20)who successfully got rid of his PIED. . Can someone send a link or something?

@TAKID

can't find a blog from someone my age (20)who successfully got rid of his PIED

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Scroll through all these reboot accounts.

As you scroll down you will get to some titled "Age 20"... plenty of great stuff my man. Hope that helps.

http://yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts

This morning I saw a girl I had sex with back in the day and I got so horny and got a soft erection for like 6 seconds.  That sex drive was fucking awesome!

I was wondering.. When I regain my erections. Would I be able to have sex in different positions? I mean I haven't seen anyone say if they lost there erections while she rides or anything ..

Well for the last 2 days I was reading about how to regain sensitivity on my penis glan which I messed up because of over masturbation..also lost the pink, shiny color it was before it looks all dried out now I'm not circumcised nor anything  .. Is there any cream I can use  while I reboot..?

The type of porn I've been watching messed me up big time is was pov.. Mostly with girls in a backshot position. It seems like I've watched so much of those I can't even be turned on if a girl bends over infront of me.. Sigh. Dis is so depressing..

@TAKID

and saw something with sexual exhaustion.. Like when you over orgasm.. Some people never recover from it

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Sexual exhuastin is not our problem. If it was you would bounce back within a few weeks. So do not worry about what you read it was a bunch of bull crap.

A few reasons porn-induced sexual dysfunctions are not due to sexual exhaustion:

1) Medicine doesn't recognize sexual exhaustion. There are no known physiological correlates for it. This isn't reason enough to pooh-pooh it, but there's no science to back the concept.

2) Young guys recover much slower than old guys in their 50s. This alone disproves it.

3) Many young guys who have recovered from PIED masturbate at low frequencies. Once a day or less. Guys have done this for all of history and been fine.

4) There are a few reports of PIED by guys who only ejaculated once a week (bodybuilding sites). Others recovered from PIED - but went back to ONLY porn - and again developed ED.

5) Almost every guy with PIED who had blood tests had no abnormalities.

6) Why wouldn't sexual exhaustion occur with men who have a lot of sex, or don't use porn to masturbate? In other words, where are the young healthy guys who have unexplained ED who DID NOT USE PORN?

7) If it's sexual exhaustion, why has no one healed from it while still using porn? (The only thing ALL rebooters have to give up is porn.)

The type of porn I've been watching messed me up big time is was pov.. Mostly with girls in a backshot position. It seems like I've watched so much of those I can't even be turned on if a girl bends over infront of me.. Sigh. Dis is so depressing..

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I felt the same way my man and I rebooted... many other guys have too. Give it time and let your brain regain normal sensitivity and let the porn pathways die as you stop reinforcing them. You will be fine.

When I regain my erections. Would I be able to have sex in different positions?

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Yes. It may take some practice and getting used to....but yes.

Next week I'm starting the gym and piano lessons.. Also apply for community college. Need to occupy my mind.. Wish me luck ..

TAKID, good on you for having those goals, keep on making developments.

I wish you luck.

Good luck man. Great to see you taking steps to improve yourself and your life. Love it

Music really helps me too. Good luck with your new endeavors!

Good luck, Takid. You can do it.

Last night I cried so bad to the fact I can't get aroused at all. My libido is not there and I can only get erections by kissing .. When will this all stop.

I just want to say, you have time.  Someday, and yes it will happen, you will be a great husband because you will have worked through all this.  It will be worth it.  It can happen. 

You are a good person.  How do I know?  Because you are trying to get yourself past this.  You see a need to improve yourself.  You see a way to improve yourself.  Not many people reach this in their whole lives.  So keep going one day at a time.  It took you years to get to this point.  So just keep going forward.  A failure day is not a failure.  It is not a failure because you noticed.  A lot of people here say that they did their porn thing mindlessly for hours.  You have noticed.  That means it is a hesitation in the road on the way to recovery.  You are not back at the beginning.

Be kind to yourself!

There's nothing wrong with crying, man. Just keep going and everything will be fine. Tell yourself that there is and end. I know it's hard to understand that, but trust me.. I've had some pretty tough days too. I know how you feel.