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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #175 on: March 01, 2019, 03:54:57 PM »
Hi IAQ, one of the things about resetting to zero is that in reality nothing is ever lost, all the experience is still there, even if one forgets in the moment, one can still call on that experience at any time, being able to do that without repeating the same old patterns is a matter of realising that nothing is ever repeated absolutely. Thank you.

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« Reply #176 on: March 04, 2019, 05:05:47 PM »
Thanks Georgos.
I really feel far from who I once was. Still parts left, but slowly grinded down like microplastics.

23 days hardmode. Getting there.

And my reboot is going great. No porn the last 137 days  :D
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #177 on: March 08, 2019, 05:05:29 PM »
Still hanging in here. Tempted to browse for material but I'm fighting the battle.
Good night.

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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #178 on: March 14, 2019, 04:37:46 PM »
32 days HM

I dont feel like i want to MO. But the thoughts of girls, curves, images, it still hangs there. I want to erase some parts of myself!
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #179 on: March 23, 2019, 10:33:34 AM »
41 days hardmode
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« Reply #180 on: April 03, 2019, 04:33:20 PM »
52 days. Tempted
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #181 on: April 07, 2019, 05:30:04 AM »
Wow well done! I am impressed you managed to stay out of it. Keep it up!

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« Reply #182 on: April 10, 2019, 04:31:39 PM »
59 days hardmode.
Have had some close calls, been wanting to M, but it's like I don't care for it anymore.
Like it's childish and I've grown past it.

But let's not be too self confident.

Thanks ruuddejong. Good to see you keep fighting! :)
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #183 on: April 21, 2019, 02:22:04 PM »
Day 4 hardmode. Should have been day 70.

But 6 months PMO free is a victory. Must not give up or in.
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #184 on: April 27, 2019, 10:32:17 AM »
Day 10 hardmode
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Re: Finally seeking help (doing better thanks to y'all)
« Reply #185 on: May 11, 2019, 01:54:58 AM »
 >:(
8 days today
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