I've been reading a few women post. I honestly didn't know it was this bad.. I do hopeople you have a successful recovery.
I really don't know what my problem is, i stopped watching porn since October last year and have been trying to reboot with my bf for so long but i can never get that feeling.
If i video tape me and my bf kissing and i watch it, or i imagine a guy doing stuff to a girl or if i saw two people fucking it would turn me on, also i think the lesbian porn has affected me too as women bodies does turn me on a lot but i still don't think im lesbian as im attracted to men. I just feel no connection while kissing my bf and having stuff done to me does nothing to me but the idea of other people doing it does.
I'm so sad and depressed and i dont know where to turn or where to get help and if i'll ever get back to how i used to be, which i think feels impossible. If anyone can give me some advice or what i should do to get better.