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Quietdesperation

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Re: Dirty Little Secret
« Reply #25 on: January 15, 2018, 09:22:14 AM »
So Day 35.....I honestly came close a couple of times, but I was amazed at myself.  I just couldn't do it.  This is the longest I have gone without looking at porn since I was 15!  Here is the kick in the ass...this last week I have had almost no interest in sex at all.  Probably because my brain isn't playing a highlight reel 15 hours a day.  I continue to be amazed at how quickly I have forgotten sooooo many scenes and scenarios that I thought would be stuck forever in my brain.
     I really appreciate ANY body who writes and just encourages me!  It makes me feel like I am not alone or wasting my time.  The one thing I know for a fact is that I am human and can slip up at any time.  That is why I am grateful for the flatline.  I don't really have a number of days in mind but I know that every day without P is a victory!

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« Reply #26 on: January 15, 2018, 12:05:36 PM »
thanks e-man!

Marco60

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« Reply #27 on: January 15, 2018, 02:42:34 PM »
We all have weak moments, but it is exactly in those moments that you should look ahead QD: just look at the future, when you will enjoy the best part a male has in his own life  :) !

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Re: Dirty Little Secret
« Reply #28 on: January 17, 2018, 04:10:58 AM »
day 37;...nearing 40.  I know im in a flatline so it is easy....Now.  My concern is coming out of a flatline.  Just one day at a time.

Marco60

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« Reply #29 on: January 17, 2018, 07:45:35 AM »
I a in flatline too, QD. Yet, I continue to repeat to myself: "It makes no sense to get worried. Even worse, it can induce anxiety and delay even further the end of rebooting (I do not know, but it sounds likely)". Thus go on!, because until now you are one of the most successful rebooters, and much more in an advanced state than myself (I am barely at day 18 today...)  :) .

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« Reply #30 on: January 20, 2018, 02:29:18 AM »
Hi QD :): I hope and wish you are going well! Time and perseverance are what brings all of us here towards a certainly better life. Have a nice weekend!

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Re: Dirty Little Secret
« Reply #31 on: January 21, 2018, 01:04:21 PM »
day 41.  Still in it!