Allright ladies, here i go from Argentina with my storyyyyyyyyyy!
Enjoy....
So, i?m 30 years old, started watching porn via internet in the year 2000 (i was 13) and then in 2005 (i was 18) i started to look at youtube-like porn sites, so by the age of 20 i think i was masturbating to videos a least once or twice a day..., SOOOOOOO by the age of 28 in 2015 i found the Gary-lifessaver-Wilson Ted Talk, anddddddd after that i went directly to yourbrainonporn, anddddddddddd after that i decided right and there that i was going to kick this addiction for good. So, the 2 of july of 2015 i stopped Pmoing, and Masturbating alone also. I never had ED, my only and very disturbing sympthom was Social anxiaty.
So as i started to do this, and counting days which now i dont know if it is such a great idea BUT.
1 year go by, and i was steel going to my office (as a employee i m a employee) with 3 black shirts, because i used to sweat and get nervous by anything. So it was something a bit corious for me because my mooth was very good, but my social anxiaty didnt seem to go away. So now my strike its 2 years, and last week i was steal very preocupied of counting days, tryng to get to such number, so this symptom would go away, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT yesterday i read http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/forum/threads/my-thoughts-on-rebooting-extremely-long-post.15558/ where i understood that the important thing on this new addiction its FIRST: give up the behavior, seating watch porn all day, SECOND (as important as first): Start improving your life doing other things and forget about the adicction.
So yesterday i thougt, well this fucking guy its right, at one point in the topic he says: Well what are the pornaddicts suppuse to do while they are rehabilitating, sit all day and watch TV till things get better for them? <----------- very insight full................, so you quit porn, and you start living and suffering life like everyone else.........., don get cut on the trap that we most do which is something like: "beating porn addiction = the best life of the world" no................., its mor like "stop watching fucking porn =and= try a live a normal life. (which it will be a lot better than a life with a porn addiction going on). So today after reading that topic i decided that i no longer really need the 2 extra shirts, and a went to work like a REGULAR GUY (a regular guy with just one shirt..) and not like a "I HAVE THIS SYMPTOMS I?M WAITING TO SOLVE IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS guy", and that was it......................, i was pretty much more calm, and i sweat but just a bit, not the fucking big sweat i got when i get there with 2 extra t-shirts thinking "ohhhhhhhh i got social anxiaty, because a i watched a lot of porn...." and living with a porn-recovering-identity, because that was like the self acomplish profecy............., so today was the last day................, i felt like a normal fucking guy like everyonelse out there........, and not like a fucking social retard........... not anymore....,.... i feel good
sooooooooooooooooo
i hope you get the message, this is a lot easier thant it seems...............,
i m feeling happy, but i m steel trying to decide about my future, career and stuff, SO i quit porn and i started living.........
soooooo thats it for me, i got nothing else to say.
thanks Gary, Marnia, Gabe, Noah, and Underdog, thank to everybody, i hope everybody its doing good!
thank youuuu bye!
Enjoy....
So, i?m 30 years old, started watching porn via internet in the year 2000 (i was 13) and then in 2005 (i was 18) i started to look at youtube-like porn sites, so by the age of 20 i think i was masturbating to videos a least once or twice a day..., SOOOOOOO by the age of 28 in 2015 i found the Gary-lifessaver-Wilson Ted Talk, anddddddd after that i went directly to yourbrainonporn, anddddddddddd after that i decided right and there that i was going to kick this addiction for good. So, the 2 of july of 2015 i stopped Pmoing, and Masturbating alone also. I never had ED, my only and very disturbing sympthom was Social anxiaty.
So as i started to do this, and counting days which now i dont know if it is such a great idea BUT.
1 year go by, and i was steel going to my office (as a employee i m a employee) with 3 black shirts, because i used to sweat and get nervous by anything. So it was something a bit corious for me because my mooth was very good, but my social anxiaty didnt seem to go away. So now my strike its 2 years, and last week i was steal very preocupied of counting days, tryng to get to such number, so this symptom would go away, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT yesterday i read http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/forum/threads/my-thoughts-on-rebooting-extremely-long-post.15558/ where i understood that the important thing on this new addiction its FIRST: give up the behavior, seating watch porn all day, SECOND (as important as first): Start improving your life doing other things and forget about the adicction.
So yesterday i thougt, well this fucking guy its right, at one point in the topic he says: Well what are the pornaddicts suppuse to do while they are rehabilitating, sit all day and watch TV till things get better for them? <----------- very insight full................, so you quit porn, and you start living and suffering life like everyone else.........., don get cut on the trap that we most do which is something like: "beating porn addiction = the best life of the world" no................., its mor like "stop watching fucking porn =and= try a live a normal life. (which it will be a lot better than a life with a porn addiction going on). So today after reading that topic i decided that i no longer really need the 2 extra shirts, and a went to work like a REGULAR GUY (a regular guy with just one shirt..) and not like a "I HAVE THIS SYMPTOMS I?M WAITING TO SOLVE IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS guy", and that was it......................, i was pretty much more calm, and i sweat but just a bit, not the fucking big sweat i got when i get there with 2 extra t-shirts thinking "ohhhhhhhh i got social anxiaty, because a i watched a lot of porn...." and living with a porn-recovering-identity, because that was like the self acomplish profecy............., so today was the last day................, i felt like a normal fucking guy like everyonelse out there........, and not like a fucking social retard........... not anymore....,.... i feel good
sooooooooooooooooo
i hope you get the message, this is a lot easier thant it seems...............,
i m feeling happy, but i m steel trying to decide about my future, career and stuff, SO i quit porn and i started living.........
soooooo thats it for me, i got nothing else to say.
thanks Gary, Marnia, Gabe, Noah, and Underdog, thank to everybody, i hope everybody its doing good!
thank youuuu bye!