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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #50 on: January 14, 2018, 08:28:24 AM »
Hello Jbow,

Congratulations on 1 month!
The PMO habit is very sneaky, so please be on the watch.
And keep replacing the bad with the good.

When the going gets tough, the tough get going

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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #51 on: January 15, 2018, 09:12:12 PM »
Thank you IWTL. I hope I'm ready for anything this nasty addiction tries to throw my way. I was alone for a few hours today and I was on guard. One month down and 2 to go for my short term plan. No looking back now
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #52 on: January 21, 2018, 08:41:27 PM »
Another weekend down, and I'm feeling great. I've changed my diet, I'm exercising regularly, and focusing on me getting mentally stronger. There's no looking back. Stay strong and pork is no longer an option.
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #53 on: January 22, 2018, 05:07:03 PM »
Another weekend down, and I'm feeling great. I've changed my diet, I'm exercising regularly, and focusing on me getting mentally stronger. There's no looking back. Stay strong and pork is no longer an option.
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #54 on: February 05, 2018, 08:58:49 AM »
Something is off. I'm about a month and a half into my reboot, and for some odd reason I'm not even thinking about porn. It's almost like me and my brain have just moved on. I'm exercising regularly,  and eating g healthy. When I'm at work I do t think about porn at all. I use to sit therein my truck and be on the edge of surfing that crap. I don't think about it. Maybe I've finally realized it's a dead end street, and I have nothing , and i mean nothing to gain by watching it.
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #55 on: March 23, 2018, 04:45:54 AM »
I'm 93 days clean. Things are a little bit better. I'm been ongoing for 30 some years, so I'm not surprised I'm "healed". I'm going to move forward,and keep up the fight. I will get better, those ruts I've established will take at least 2 years.
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #56 on: March 23, 2018, 05:01:06 AM »
Congratulations Jbow. 93 days wow…its amazing !
It has been an extraordinary effort, keep fighting for the next 93 days.
I'm 49 days clean and I must to tell you that I don't need porn in my life now and I don't miss it except some craving days, but there are psubs and things that I have to deal with yet.

Congratulations again mate.

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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #57 on: April 04, 2018, 06:33:08 AM »
April 1st. I had a slip. My wife and kids took a trip without me, and I had a day. One out of 98 isn't bad. I'll start my new counter. I'm still a better father,  and husband than I was 100days ago. I'm gonna keep fighting.
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #58 on: April 04, 2018, 09:59:42 AM »
Unlucky on the slip up, but I applaud you for having a forgiving attitude - as you say, you've obviously made good progress in other terms. Punishing yourself (speaking from my experience) never achieved anything.

Karzam.

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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #59 on: April 04, 2018, 01:05:20 PM »
Thank you for the support karzam.  Luck had nothing to do with it. I made a poor decision .
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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #60 on: April 04, 2018, 08:57:28 PM »
Well gentlemen, I'm pushing 80 days clean...and to be honest,  I don't feel any different. I know I'm a better person, and I've been fighting demons everyday. I guess that's something. I've noticed that my mind tries to think about crazy, bizarre things. I notice I've gotten good at dismissing those ideas. Stay strong fellas. Porn is never an option

Keep in mind it's not just for religious reasons.  You are avoiding porn to get healthy.  It's as easy as
giving up potato chips.  In fact the next time you are tempted go to the story and buy a bag!!!

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Re: 45 tired of pmo, and pied
« Reply #61 on: April 06, 2018, 11:19:51 PM »
Jbow:

We want a healthy sex life.  It may sometimes seem as though we don't really need it.  But we want to be
ready should it be needed.  Is it merely an ideal?

This is Day 3 for me.

Once upon a time I was a head coach for a high school.  We won our first conference championship in 26 years
with me at the helm.  Yep, you guessed it, I was completely free of PMO the entire season.

Without P I can scale a WALL!!!  Believe, always believe.  It does not have to be religious although it's been shown that
does help.  But you can believe in your own human power.  Hey remember you outswam 6 billion others to get here.
What would the world have been like if you never lived?  Seriously...remember the people you have helped along the way.
I know you have already helped me!