2/5/19Feeling really fucking confused and lost right now, I’m really pissed off at how fucking complicated everything in life, it seems I’m making good progress then something comes out of nowhere and fucks me up, god I’m so done, not that anyone cares about this log anyways, everything just feels meaningless!
We grow a little bit stronger each time we have that kind of pain, because if you think about it it's awful to feel like that. If we manage to get through that, how the hell can we not pass everything!!We have to be patient and not too hard with ourselves. We're with you man, you're strong you just have to see it. You wouldn't have stayed that long otherwise!
@Jake323 and @changemylife honestly I empathize with you both, because I had a major depression for 3 years and I know how it feels like... and I believe that nobody should be left alone when he feel like that.That's why I try my best to give the best support, insight of my experience and what have helped me in the past so people can get better, faster and with less profond downs!I'm far from perfect, but if I can be of any help I'll do my best! Plus I see alot of people that try their best to help too and that's so soothing to see Stay strong and don't forget that you're not alone!!
... and I believe that nobody should be left alone when he feel like that.
Quote from: Rebooter2019 on February 06, 2019, 02:05:01 PM... and I believe that nobody should be left alone when he feel like that.That's right, when you have hardcore depression like I did, it feels like you are all alone. Friends don't want to hang out with you cause you look sad, you don't have mood, your speech is always negative etc. Family don't understand you, they think you just "feel down" but depression is more than this. People tell you things like "man up", "you'll get over it", "it will get better" and so on but you feel hopeless and you hate hearing those things cause they don't heal you from depression. It's definitely not the way I wanted to spend my life until mid twenties. It's crazy how my depression literally started at 18, like "okay, now you are an adult by law, here is some depression." I had been through harder things before (i.e bullying) and I didn't suffer from depression. Now I don't have anymore that kind of depression cause I've been doing things in this regard but it's not over. It just shows how much depression can fuck you up.
I'm sorry that you had to endure all that and I'm glad that you're out of it now. It show that you have the strenght to get over that PMO thing too, like Jake323 and me. We can all vanquish that addiction we've got. Together as a community, as a team. We will be victorious no matter what!!
Quote from: Rebooter2019 on February 06, 2019, 04:23:09 PMI'm sorry that you had to endure all that and I'm glad that you're out of it now. It show that you have the strenght to get over that PMO thing too, like Jake323 and me. We can all vanquish that addiction we've got. Together as a community, as a team. We will be victorious no matter what!!Thanks, man. You are a big positive for being around. I appreciate that.
We just have to take it one day at a time fellas.2/7/19Had a tough day yesterday emotionally speaking but I did everything I needed to and moved forward with things.
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