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Jake323

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #725 on: December 25, 2018, 02:23:00 PM »
12/25/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, I was damn tired but I was able to get everything done that I needed to.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #726 on: December 25, 2018, 03:20:59 PM »
12/25/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, I was damn tired but I was able to get everything done that I needed to.

That's right, man. You have to do what you have to do that day. Don't put PMO between them because you waste time with it instead of doing something else.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #727 on: December 26, 2018, 01:09:32 PM »
Yeah for sure.

12/26/18

Yesterday was ok, I’m feeling really depressed and hopeless today though, it hasn’t been fun at all.

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« Reply #728 on: December 27, 2018, 01:05:05 PM »
12/27/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday but a lot of fear and pain was present.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #729 on: December 28, 2018, 01:13:38 PM »
12/28/18

Yesterday was similar to the day before, had a pretty good day but a lot of fear and pain was present in me.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #730 on: December 29, 2018, 02:30:40 PM »
12/29/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday but got down on myself a couple times and was upset about a few things as well

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« Reply #731 on: December 30, 2018, 05:10:48 PM »
12/30/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, have kind of felt down about today though.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #732 on: December 31, 2018, 11:27:16 AM »
12/31/18

Yesterday ended up being pretty good, I’m kinda feeling down about today though.

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« Reply #733 on: January 01, 2019, 01:11:03 PM »
1/1/19

Had a pretty good day, stayed busy even though it was tough at times.

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« Reply #734 on: January 02, 2019, 12:19:20 PM »
1/2/19

Had a pretty good day yesterday, I’ll be able to chill for the next 3 days, I’m off work which is always nice.

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« Reply #735 on: January 03, 2019, 12:27:18 PM »
1/3/19

Yesterday was a tough day but I did everything I needed to do.

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« Reply #736 on: January 04, 2019, 12:20:12 PM »
1/4/19

Had a pretty good day yesterday, did what I needed to do.

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« Reply #737 on: January 05, 2019, 07:46:56 AM »
1/5/19

Yesterday was really tough but I did everything I needed to do.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #738 on: January 06, 2019, 12:31:18 PM »
1/6/19

Had a pretty good day yesterday, I found a new job and I’ll be starting in a couple weeks, it’s two weeks from now, it’s the same company but I’m moving to a new building and doing completely different work, it’s honestly refreshing to make a change, the work I’ll do will be MUCH more enjoyable, I won’t be wandering into work every day paranoid about getting people over the phone to pay and do things so I’ll hit my “metric” or “quota”, I’ll be completely in control of my own destiny, which is exactly what I want.

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« Reply #739 on: January 07, 2019, 12:54:48 PM »
1/7/19

Back to work today, thankfully I only work 3 days today and I’ll also be giving my 2 weeks notice as well.

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« Reply #740 on: January 08, 2019, 11:55:02 AM »
1/8/19

Had a pretty good day yesterday, have some time off this week before starting my new job so that’s always nice.

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« Reply #741 on: January 09, 2019, 12:19:37 PM »
1/9/19

Feeling pretty down today, there are just a lot of things that I really don’t want to do but I have to anyways ugh.

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« Reply #742 on: January 10, 2019, 12:00:06 PM »
1/10/19

Had a pretty good day yesterday, took a lot of action to get out of my comfort zone.

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« Reply #743 on: January 11, 2019, 12:59:05 PM »
1/11/19

Yesterday was ok, I would have liked to take more action though.

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« Reply #744 on: January 12, 2019, 12:30:05 PM »
1/12/19

Yesterday was pretty tough but I made it through. I need to embrace and accept everything fully.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #745 on: January 13, 2019, 12:34:46 PM »
1/13/19

I’ve been feeling really depressed and down the past day, just feel really hopeless and lost right now, my mind is confusing me and I don’t know where to turn anymore, it’s been a living hell.

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« Reply #746 on: January 14, 2019, 01:39:33 PM »
1/14/19

Yesterday was pretty tough but I’ve been getting really caught up in my head and trying to mentally understand everything, I need to realize that it is just the anxiety making it seem more important than it really is, need to stay and feel my emotions and not get caught up in the story because the doubts and worries are f***ing endless. It’s so funny when you step back and seee how insane it really is.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #747 on: January 15, 2019, 12:04:28 PM »
1/15/19

Yesterday was a pretty good day, I need to really push my comfort zone today though, just need to embrace the uncomfortable feelings and act anyways...

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« Reply #748 on: January 16, 2019, 12:22:36 PM »
1/16/19

Went through a lot of pain and discomfort yesterday, seriously felt like giving up a lot of the time but I kept going.

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« Reply #749 on: January 18, 2019, 12:06:23 PM »
1/17/19

Yesterday was great, did everything I needed to and took a lot of action.

1/18/19

Yesterday was pretty good, although I’m still really confused about a lot of different things.