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changemylife

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #700 on: December 03, 2018, 11:05:36 AM »
You're doing pretty well, man! I just started my journey and I want to put my life on track.

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« Reply #701 on: December 03, 2018, 01:32:20 PM »
Thanks dude, yeah just keep going and don’t give up!

12/3/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, did what I needed to even though it was tough at times.

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« Reply #702 on: December 04, 2018, 01:37:21 PM »
12/4/18

Feeling pretty anxious today but I had a great day yesterday and took care of everything I needed to and embraced my emotions fully, my mind was spinning all over the place but I’m getting better at accepting it without doing anything about it.

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« Reply #703 on: December 05, 2018, 01:24:31 PM »
12/5/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, got really anxious at times but I didn’t buy in to my negative thoughts, I’m slowly getting out of my head more and more when I’m social situations!

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« Reply #704 on: December 07, 2018, 01:15:30 PM »
12/6/18

Yesterday was pretty good day.

12/7/18

Yesterday sucked and was fine at the same time, I’m really starting to get pissed though, I always have some kind of pain in my body or some kind of headache and it’s driving me insane because I have no idea what’s causing it.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #705 on: December 07, 2018, 02:08:28 PM »
Jake, you've touched a sensitive string, man! My first two jobs had no younger women at all. I wanted to find a girlfriend and had no chance. My first job ever was in a big ass office where I was all alone. That's right. Two big rooms, one on the ground floor the other one upstairs and I was all alone in there. Spooky to say the least.

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« Reply #706 on: December 08, 2018, 01:56:48 PM »
Yeah my man my job has been tough for sure, I’m doing my best not to complain though because it can always be worse and complaining and being negative about it won’t help or make it easier either, besides, why be miserable about something that already is as it is? I’d like to find a different job that better suits my skills but I don’t know what that is right now so I’ll do my best in the position I’m currently in.

12/8/18

Yesterday was pretty tough, I kept getting caught up in the negative story that my mind was telling me, I really need to bring more patience and acceptance to my everyday experience...

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #707 on: December 09, 2018, 08:32:57 AM »
Even after hitting rock bottom and being at the bottom of the hole, remember that it could always be dug further. There is no official rock bottom if we don't give it power. Complaining about how life is right now won't change anything, actions will and we have the duty to look for better things in our life, climbing out of the hole.

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« Reply #708 on: December 09, 2018, 03:57:17 PM »
True that.

12/9/18

Had to work again today, it was alright, I’m looking forward to be able to start this week on a good note.

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« Reply #709 on: December 10, 2018, 01:19:29 PM »
12/10/18

Yesterday was a pretty good day, today has been too go so far though, I’m feeling paranoid and nervous most of the time and it’s pretty awful.

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« Reply #710 on: December 12, 2018, 01:42:57 PM »
12/11/18

Had a pretty tough day yesterday, my job hasn’t been going well at all.

12/12/18

Yesterday was a better day, felt like I was in much better control of my day.

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« Reply #711 on: December 13, 2018, 01:09:05 PM »
12/13/18

Yesterday was pretty tough and my mind is still fucking with me but I’m going to keep going regardless!

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #712 on: December 13, 2018, 02:33:14 PM »
You're better than your mind. Remember, you are made from 2 parts: Soul and body. Mind belongs to the body. Listen to your soul.

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« Reply #713 on: December 15, 2018, 01:32:59 PM »
For sure man, the mind is just kind of random and you don’t have that much control or what comes up in there.

12/15/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, did what I needed to, things are slowly starting to get better for me socially.

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« Reply #714 on: December 16, 2018, 07:44:18 AM »
Your soul is the truth. But we only listen to the mind and the mind is not always our ally. It's often our enemy. The mind likes sin, likes pleasure, porn is pleasure and sin. We need to listen to what our soul wants. We know but we don't pay attention.

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« Reply #715 on: December 16, 2018, 01:37:54 PM »
Yeah for sure.

12/16/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, was able to do everything I needed to and got out of my house as well.


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« Reply #716 on: December 17, 2018, 01:15:27 PM »
12/17/18

Yesterday was a pretty good day, I’m not feeling the best right now though.

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« Reply #717 on: December 18, 2018, 01:22:14 PM »
12/18/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, I definitely got stuck in my head at times but I did everything I needed to do.

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« Reply #718 on: December 19, 2018, 01:12:30 PM »
12/19/18

Yesterday wasn’t that great, kinda sorta feeling stuck again.

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« Reply #719 on: December 20, 2018, 12:25:49 PM »
12/20/18

Yesterday was kinda shit haha.

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« Reply #720 on: December 21, 2018, 01:26:00 PM »
12/21/18

Had yesterday off, it wasn’t that great though...

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« Reply #721 on: December 22, 2018, 01:08:07 PM »
12/22/18

Yesterday was a pretty hard day but I got everything I needed to done.

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« Reply #722 on: December 23, 2018, 08:49:42 AM »
12/23/18

Yesterday was absolutely awful, I relapsed again and I’m starting to feel hopeless about life in general, I just keep doing the same fucking patterns over and over and it seems that my life will just be a meaningless battle of constantly trying to get away from my painful feelings and thoughts. I’m just lost and down right now, it seems that no matter what I seem to do I just can’t break free and I’m feeling like I’m running out of time and wasting my life away.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #723 on: December 23, 2018, 10:42:59 AM »
Start again. Do it this time. Best of luck
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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« Reply #724 on: December 24, 2018, 09:04:07 AM »
Yeah about all I can do at this point....

12/24/18

Yesterday was ok, today will probably still be difficult though, not really looking forward to it at all.