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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #650 on: October 16, 2018, 12:52:47 PM »
10/16/18

Had a good day of rest yesterday, but it’s back to work today....ugh, it’s honestly going to be tough...

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #651 on: October 17, 2018, 07:02:45 PM »
10/17/18

Yesterday was rough but at least I get today off.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #652 on: October 18, 2018, 12:57:04 PM »
10/18/18

Feeling rested up and much better today!

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #653 on: October 19, 2018, 01:23:11 PM »
10/19/18

Feeling anxious about the future today, but hey, what’s new? Haha I’ve been handling the anxiety better though because I’m bringing compassion to the uncomfortable feelings.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #654 on: October 20, 2018, 06:52:55 PM »
10/20/18

Pretty depressed today, can’t stop thinking about the past, feeling drained of energy and very lonely, this parasite just keeps eating me inside, sigh, I just need to surrender and accept it though because fighting it never gets me anywhere...

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #655 on: October 21, 2018, 01:36:46 PM »
10/21/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday but my mind is starting to f*** with me.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #656 on: October 22, 2018, 01:04:42 PM »
10/22/18

Yesterday was alright, but my mind is starting to f*** with me, keeps telling me all these awful stories that seem so real.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #657 on: October 23, 2018, 01:06:28 PM »
10/23/18

Been feeling a constant derp state lately, just kinda floating through life, it’s been pretty shi**y.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #658 on: October 24, 2018, 12:46:21 PM »
10/24/18

Had a pretty good day but today isn’t so great so far, feel really ruminative and stuck in my head.

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« Reply #659 on: October 25, 2018, 01:05:12 PM »
10/25/18

Actually had a pretty good day yesterday, was really nervous but got done everything I needed to!

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #660 on: October 26, 2018, 11:02:44 AM »
10/26/18

Had a great day yesterday, took a lot of action.

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« Reply #661 on: October 27, 2018, 12:44:59 PM »
10/27/18

Yesterday was a good day even though I was run by my thoughts, I still took action and didn’t give up.

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« Reply #662 on: October 28, 2018, 10:28:27 AM »
10/28/18

Had a great day yesterday, I’m slowly becoming less and less stuck in my head.

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« Reply #663 on: October 29, 2018, 01:01:41 PM »
10/29/18

Yesterday was a pretty good day, today is going to be good too because I’m very present today and have stayed in my body.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #664 on: October 30, 2018, 11:03:24 AM »
10/30/18

Had a good day yesterday, just need to stay in the present moment throughout the day so I don’t get so stressed.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #665 on: October 31, 2018, 01:07:28 PM »
10/31/18

Had a solid day yesterday, was in a much better mood overall. Today should be fine as well.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #666 on: November 01, 2018, 12:54:20 PM »
11/1/18

I’ve had a couple things bothering me lately, I really want a new job too but I have no idea what the hell I actually want.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #667 on: November 02, 2018, 01:07:06 PM »
11/2/18

Going to really work on not complaining or getting caught up in the victim hood mindset today.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #668 on: November 03, 2018, 03:24:30 PM »
11/3/18

Had a pretty good day yesterday, got nervous at times but I did everything I needed to do.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #669 on: November 04, 2018, 01:09:13 AM »
Yes I know.
Social anxiety and neverousness is what we deal with
Life is tough.
Learn to live instead of numbing yourself by use of porn.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #670 on: November 04, 2018, 11:41:42 AM »
It’s so crippling.

11/4/18

Welp I turn 23 today and to be honest, it doesn’t really feel that different from being 22 years old, the older you get, the less you care about stuff like that anyways.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #671 on: November 04, 2018, 11:49:04 AM »
Happy birthday bro !

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #672 on: November 05, 2018, 01:58:31 PM »
Thanks man!

11/5/18

Not feeling too good today, feel pretty upset that I keep getting pulled back into my thoughts, not really sure why either....

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #673 on: November 06, 2018, 02:27:16 PM »
11/6/18

Had a pretty shitty day yesterday again, was hopelessly stuck in my fucking head, sigh, it honestly feels helpless at this point to overcome social anxiety, I have no idea what to do anymore.

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Re: Journey to a better me
« Reply #674 on: November 07, 2018, 11:59:11 AM »
11/7/18

Yesterday was difficult again, I’m honestly not sure what to do right now, a lot of things are just a big question mark...