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VikLU1993

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Day 18 and need some encouragement
« on: December 09, 2016, 08:52:01 AM »
Im not noticing so much progress yet. No porn for 18 days, no orgasm either. Mastrubated a few short times in morning, when really tired and horny. Last few days ive been able to control my self really good. Ofc i know 18 days is not long enough!

Met a really nice girl a couple of weeks ago, been texting with her and last night we met. At my place talking and watching a movie. Cuddling thru the movie, then after the movie we start to kiss. Thru all this i got like semihard a few times. We took our clothes off and went to the bed, at this time no reaction from my guy. We kiss in bed and i tell her that im not able to have sex at the moment. I really like this girl! She says to be you dont have to tell me. So i didnt and we kept on kissing and cuddling. She stayed the night. Im gonna tell her if she likes me too then there shouldnt be a problem to wait with having sex. Ive actually texted alot with her so ive kind of felt really safe with her. So telling her is going to be tough but what a huge relief since ive havent told anyone in my personal life about this.

Today i felt really sad because i really wanted to have sex with her and it felt so nice just being in bed with her. At the same time ive felt really happy since the time i decided to give up porn for good. Dont really think about porn at all. I just really need someone telling me like day 18 is not that long and that my penis is gonna work. Sometimes i get the doubts about my penis ever working again. That doesnt really get me to think about porn and giving up, but its a depressing thought,

Thanks guys!

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Re: Day 18 and need some encouragement
« Reply #1 on: December 09, 2016, 06:41:41 PM »
im on day 12, not even started. 18 days is nothing. i have been clean for 8 months, so trust me on that.

around 60 days real work is just getting started, i would say. that used to be a tricky part for me.

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Re: Day 18 and need some encouragement
« Reply #2 on: December 09, 2016, 07:12:38 PM »
i think a lot of guys here realized they have PIED much in the same situation as you. i was pretty much in the same mess so you can read my story here: http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=10718.0