Just want to give y'all a update as I believe I owe a lot to this site and yourbrainonporn. Long story cut short.
24 years old , masturbating for 12 years , really bad in the last 5 years 2-3 times a day whenever I could , escalated to hocd and weird abusive porn . One or two encounter with women in the past nothing really successful. Lost virginity at 16 was downhill from there . Last year stopped the porn started experiencing with escorts and a little help from the blue pills ( this does help I believe to save the he embarrassment as it doesn't matter how or how many times you fail ). Started getting semi successful with mostly blowjobs and a couple sexual encounters. Then I cut out all this sinning and found myself a lovely young lady(my current girlfriend) . Started dating her and substained from pmo and escorts for 3 months until the night come where we went to have sex . Was a complete failure . Tried again a week later with a bit of help from the blue pill , success !! Then we became boyfriend and girlfriend and have been together for 9 months now . I stopped using the blue pill after around a month of being with her . I believe by getting porn completely out my life and thinking about nothing but my partner truly got me back to normal . I now occasionally m once or twice a month and have watched porn twice since being with my gf and I have told her I have done so and she absolutely hates it ! More reason not to I guess . I have successful sex once every other day with no added help . This is a big success for me as I didn't think I'd ever be normal again or get a normal erection real life with a girl due to so many failed attempts . I love my life now the only problem is I am too horny for my gf ! she can literally rub her bum against me and I am rock hard for ages . Hope this helps out as I've been at my lowest with this problem and now it's all in the past. All the best
24 years old , masturbating for 12 years , really bad in the last 5 years 2-3 times a day whenever I could , escalated to hocd and weird abusive porn . One or two encounter with women in the past nothing really successful. Lost virginity at 16 was downhill from there . Last year stopped the porn started experiencing with escorts and a little help from the blue pills ( this does help I believe to save the he embarrassment as it doesn't matter how or how many times you fail ). Started getting semi successful with mostly blowjobs and a couple sexual encounters. Then I cut out all this sinning and found myself a lovely young lady(my current girlfriend) . Started dating her and substained from pmo and escorts for 3 months until the night come where we went to have sex . Was a complete failure . Tried again a week later with a bit of help from the blue pill , success !! Then we became boyfriend and girlfriend and have been together for 9 months now . I stopped using the blue pill after around a month of being with her . I believe by getting porn completely out my life and thinking about nothing but my partner truly got me back to normal . I now occasionally m once or twice a month and have watched porn twice since being with my gf and I have told her I have done so and she absolutely hates it ! More reason not to I guess . I have successful sex once every other day with no added help . This is a big success for me as I didn't think I'd ever be normal again or get a normal erection real life with a girl due to so many failed attempts . I love my life now the only problem is I am too horny for my gf ! she can literally rub her bum against me and I am rock hard for ages . Hope this helps out as I've been at my lowest with this problem and now it's all in the past. All the best