vchenz1395
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Past history: started masturbaiting around 14...... got heavily addicted around 16,17 ........ started masterbaiting about 2-3 times a day ........had a relationship for 4 years we broke up ......then when i tried getting with another girl THATS WHEN I REALIZED I HAD CHRONIC ED
Its been a little over a year now , i faced extreme anxiety and depression .....waking up everyday not feeling anything down there scared the living hell out of me ....... i go to a counselor here at college ..... i really thought life was pointless ..........UNTIL YESTERDAY EVERYTHING CHANGED
YESTERDAY: yesterday i decided to man the fuck up .....I went to the urologist the ti had scheduled for weeks, he told me everything was fine physically so it has to be all in my head , i was happy and mad to hear that, it was a joy to hear my junk is actually fine but it sucked to hear it is all in my head because that seems like it could take forever to fix
Also there is a girl i have been talking to for a week or two now and she is down to earth and very beautiful ..... the night before we slept together , she would try and touch me but i would push away and feel embarrassed.,... i would get semi erections here and there but i was just not up for sex( BTW its been over a year since i last had sex)
Anyway . ....YESTERDAY i grew some balls and opened up to this girl because i felt like i could trust her and after sending a long meaning text explaining how it is hard for me to get an erection ...she was so accepting and loving about the situation...we talked and i explained more (I did not however tell her about the porn problem, that can come later) ....ANYWAY she came up to my college and we cuddled and then went to my bed to lay down ....we started kissing and i felt her up and i got hard , and i noticed it was not like my usually semi bonors, it was lasting longer than usual.....SO I WENT FOR IT!!!!!! we had sex and it was great i didn't last long maybe like 2 minutes but it was amazing and weights were lifted off my shoulder , We even had sex again a little later ...
PEOPLE, I NEVER THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET PAST MY PROBLEM ....BUT FOR EVERYONE WHO THINKS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE....THINK AGAIN !
I had and still have ED throughout the day i dont have much feeling down there but the fact that i was with a girl i have feelings for and all the stress was lifted off because i told her my problem fixed everything .....IF anyone has any questions , send a message
Its been a little over a year now , i faced extreme anxiety and depression .....waking up everyday not feeling anything down there scared the living hell out of me ....... i go to a counselor here at college ..... i really thought life was pointless ..........UNTIL YESTERDAY EVERYTHING CHANGED
YESTERDAY: yesterday i decided to man the fuck up .....I went to the urologist the ti had scheduled for weeks, he told me everything was fine physically so it has to be all in my head , i was happy and mad to hear that, it was a joy to hear my junk is actually fine but it sucked to hear it is all in my head because that seems like it could take forever to fix
Also there is a girl i have been talking to for a week or two now and she is down to earth and very beautiful ..... the night before we slept together , she would try and touch me but i would push away and feel embarrassed.,... i would get semi erections here and there but i was just not up for sex( BTW its been over a year since i last had sex)
Anyway . ....YESTERDAY i grew some balls and opened up to this girl because i felt like i could trust her and after sending a long meaning text explaining how it is hard for me to get an erection ...she was so accepting and loving about the situation...we talked and i explained more (I did not however tell her about the porn problem, that can come later) ....ANYWAY she came up to my college and we cuddled and then went to my bed to lay down ....we started kissing and i felt her up and i got hard , and i noticed it was not like my usually semi bonors, it was lasting longer than usual.....SO I WENT FOR IT!!!!!! we had sex and it was great i didn't last long maybe like 2 minutes but it was amazing and weights were lifted off my shoulder , We even had sex again a little later ...
PEOPLE, I NEVER THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET PAST MY PROBLEM ....BUT FOR EVERYONE WHO THINKS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE....THINK AGAIN !
I had and still have ED throughout the day i dont have much feeling down there but the fact that i was with a girl i have feelings for and all the stress was lifted off because i told her my problem fixed everything .....IF anyone has any questions , send a message
