Blenderhead
Member
Hello guys. I have been really happy lately about my progress. Just want to tell my story to give other people hope.
I am definitly in the top few percent of people with serious PIED. I am more than thirty years old, and I was a virgin until few years ago. When I had sex first time, or tried to, I could not get a boner at all. I became very relaxed too and I did not want sex. This was very surprising to me since I had stopped masturbating for a week before I tried sex. I had noticed a couple of months before this, that I did not get erections to porn. I did a little but it was very hard and I had to touch myself a lot to get a weak boner.
I then searched on google and found Gay Wilsons video and started a reboot. For 6 months I had a few sexual encounters and I never watched porn. I had no erection at all. Not even close. I have always watched porn and masturbated daily, so I have probably had weak libido and no interest in girls for 10 years or more! I decided to get my libido back and I tried horny goat weed, maca, everything! I also stopped masturbating for long periods, however, this was tough since I was addicted to masturbation and I have PE so I often ejaculated even though I stopped watched porn!
After about 7 months I managed to have sex for the first time! I had to touch myself a lot and I came quickly. I was thrilled but the girl thought it was weird and told me I was too soft. I lost her.
Then I continued with no porn but masturbated about 2 times per week sometimes less, sometimes more. But then I stopped getting erections again! This has continued for 2,5 years without porn and no sign of progress, no morning erection and never hard enough for sex. I have tried to have sex with about 40 girls and failed! So I tell you I know how it is to fail!
I then decided to not touch myself at all since april this year. I never touch myself or masturbate. A few weeks ago something incredible happened! I started getting morning erections again and nocturnal erections! Some of them close to 80 % Not every night. I then decided to see a girl, and she is not even that attractive, actually a bit fat and not my type although very sweet!
And I had erection, 100 % without even touching. And it held ... I did not ejaculate because I told her about my problem and I know my progress has been lost due to excessive masturbation! But it was incredible!
I had erection for the first time in many years without even touching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So it has taken my three years to reach this state. Here is what I have done!
1) Stopped watching porn completely
2) Stopped touching myself completely since hard mode is really necessary for me. Since I have PE I have had way too many orgasms and I need to reset my brain. After hard mode since april I am finally out of flatline! Which I have been in for years!
3) I work out and eat healthy
Don't lose hope. It has taken me far longer than other guys. But I have been addicted to porn always and MO. So I needed to completelly change my life. So 3 years is perhaps not that much! I thought I would never get cured. But now I am certain I am on the right path. Thank you for this knowledge. Without it I would have continued watching porn and masturbating and never had any libido or motivation to change.
I am definitly in the top few percent of people with serious PIED. I am more than thirty years old, and I was a virgin until few years ago. When I had sex first time, or tried to, I could not get a boner at all. I became very relaxed too and I did not want sex. This was very surprising to me since I had stopped masturbating for a week before I tried sex. I had noticed a couple of months before this, that I did not get erections to porn. I did a little but it was very hard and I had to touch myself a lot to get a weak boner.
I then searched on google and found Gay Wilsons video and started a reboot. For 6 months I had a few sexual encounters and I never watched porn. I had no erection at all. Not even close. I have always watched porn and masturbated daily, so I have probably had weak libido and no interest in girls for 10 years or more! I decided to get my libido back and I tried horny goat weed, maca, everything! I also stopped masturbating for long periods, however, this was tough since I was addicted to masturbation and I have PE so I often ejaculated even though I stopped watched porn!
After about 7 months I managed to have sex for the first time! I had to touch myself a lot and I came quickly. I was thrilled but the girl thought it was weird and told me I was too soft. I lost her.
Then I continued with no porn but masturbated about 2 times per week sometimes less, sometimes more. But then I stopped getting erections again! This has continued for 2,5 years without porn and no sign of progress, no morning erection and never hard enough for sex. I have tried to have sex with about 40 girls and failed! So I tell you I know how it is to fail!
I then decided to not touch myself at all since april this year. I never touch myself or masturbate. A few weeks ago something incredible happened! I started getting morning erections again and nocturnal erections! Some of them close to 80 % Not every night. I then decided to see a girl, and she is not even that attractive, actually a bit fat and not my type although very sweet!
And I had erection, 100 % without even touching. And it held ... I did not ejaculate because I told her about my problem and I know my progress has been lost due to excessive masturbation! But it was incredible!
I had erection for the first time in many years without even touching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So it has taken my three years to reach this state. Here is what I have done!
1) Stopped watching porn completely
2) Stopped touching myself completely since hard mode is really necessary for me. Since I have PE I have had way too many orgasms and I need to reset my brain. After hard mode since april I am finally out of flatline! Which I have been in for years!
3) I work out and eat healthy
Don't lose hope. It has taken me far longer than other guys. But I have been addicted to porn always and MO. So I needed to completelly change my life. So 3 years is perhaps not that much! I thought I would never get cured. But now I am certain I am on the right path. Thank you for this knowledge. Without it I would have continued watching porn and masturbating and never had any libido or motivation to change.
