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asotussutosa

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17 with ED. Rebooting
« on: April 19, 2015, 03:11:59 PM »
Hello guys my name is Brandon I am 17 and for the past year I have been suffering from ED caused by porn. ED happened very fast and quick to the point where I did not even notice the difference until now. I started watching porn at the age of 10 on my very first iphone on an app. This moment changed my life. at first I did not know how to masterbate. So I would do the prone masterbation, with porn. So I would thrust into pilliows and what not to get that stimulation. I did this for years and from their on I started going to harder porn for better "highs". These past couple years I would go on and off and it was not really a full blown addiction until my parents divorced. That was when I was doing this every day, 2 times a day, with a style of masterbation that raises the chances of erectile dysfunction! So it was a matter of when my penis could not take any more and after 7 years it finally had enough. And ironicly this is the time that I found my true love of my life. I have never had sex before, not because I could not get it up, but because I have wanted to save this moment for the right girl.I have found that girl and we have been together for a year and I feel she is the one I want to experience this with. But I can't. One day I noticed my erection was softer. I thought this was normal. Until day by day it got worse. I switched from prone masterbation to regular hand masterbation and that was the tip of the iceberg. So here I am a year into this madness of weak erections and I finally know the solution to my problem. I hope soon I will be able to recover. But I know it will take months are years to recover. I hope i have not physically messed up my dick but I have been off porn for a month and I have seen my dick little by little come alive. This has been the hardest year of my life. I feel my masculinity has been stripped from me. I want it back. And I will do anything it takes to reverse these bad habits I have acquired through out my life.

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Re: 17 with ED. Rebooting
« Reply #1 on: September 05, 2016, 11:39:43 PM »
How's it been going since your post?