The thoughts that make it okay to view P include the rationalization that it will clear my head so I can get back to work and regain my focusThe reaction sequence includes fogginess, total loss of concentration and inclination to distraction. I feel the frustration in my groin physically. I may eat, get fidgety, surf the web, talk with coworkers or view porn - it's a total loss of concentration and all my vices kick in at the same time. If I smoked, I would probably do that. Emotionally, I get agitated and frustrated.
Okay, so I just spent a long weekend with my gf and things were great. We had sex every day and we had a great time. She kept commenting on how big my penis had gotten since the start of the reboot. It's something that I noticed as well. So anyway, we had a lot of sex and in general, a much better time together than we have had in the past.