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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #325 on: February 03, 2019, 04:10:19 PM »
You’re doing well Jbow. Keep going. I guess you’re around five weeks now. It’s great that you’re seeing positive changes. Following your progress helps us all.

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #326 on: February 12, 2019, 07:44:06 AM »
Good morning fellow rebooters.  I moving full steam ahead.  I've been listening to Noah church on YouTube.  It's nice to listen to him because he is a recovering porn addict. All the stuff he says seems to be right on. I'm so excited about the change I'm making in my life. I'm about 2 months clean, and i dont plan on not being successful.  I'm still in high alert with my brain trying to play tricks to get me to binge on porn, or a YouTube video. Keep up the good fight rebooters.  Porn is no longer an option.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #327 on: March 18, 2019, 07:48:06 AM »
Iam now 100 days clean. Guess what? Life is good. My fog is gone. My little man is reacting to anything.  A nice thought of a pretty lady gets him moving. The feeling in my little guy is back, it's very sensitive. Life is so effing awesome without porn. Please guys stay strong,  it's worth it.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #328 on: March 18, 2019, 08:05:13 AM »
congrats, Jbow. Glad to read that life is good for you. All that hard work paying off. Inspiring. Take care and thanks.

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #329 on: March 18, 2019, 11:09:36 AM »
Thank you, Jbow, for being a fine example for us. Knowing you’ve made it this far is a great reassurance for me, that I won’t die if I abstain entirely for 100 days. Seeing the success of others is also an excellent motivator to stay true to the choice I’ve made to leave PMO behind forever, one day at a time.

Congratulations on your success.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #330 on: March 21, 2019, 11:17:20 AM »
Thank you guys for the support.  What I've done with this reboot is I quit giving porn a second thought. It sounds odd, but if porn enters my brain I just get up and think about something constructive.  I know porn isn't what I want in my life anymore.  It's not. I'm looking so forward to the healing I am, and will be going through. Remember,  porn isn't what any of us want 9n our lives anymore.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #331 on: March 26, 2019, 05:55:20 AM »
I'm up 2 hours early, and just thinking about my reboot and how great I feel. It's hard to describe how good my life is going.  I've noticed lately that I dont think about porn too much anymore,  and I notice how pretty women are. I notice their figures and that's it.  I dont think about nasty acts I've been watching for most of my life. I feel so free. I'm not always looking for time to be alone and rot my brain more.  I feel so damn confident.  Thanks for reading. I guess I'm a bit emotional.  It's a good thing though. Remember,  we are better than porn. It's no longer an option for us.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #332 on: March 26, 2019, 11:37:38 AM »
So glad that you're feeling great. Thanks for sharing your encouraging journal.

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #333 on: April 03, 2019, 07:48:36 AM »
Good morning rebooters. Hope all are well. We are all battling. I dont have much to say, I'm just checking up. Please guys keep up the good fight. Life is so good without porn.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #334 on: April 09, 2019, 10:47:34 PM »
One nice thing about getting rid of porn, and the porn subs is that the other day my daughter had her friend over and they wanted to use my phone so they could both play a game online together.  I gave my daughter the phone and realized I have absolutely nothing to try to hide on my phone , or make sure I've erased all the crap I use to download.  It was just a nice feeling. Stay strong men. We are stronger than porn
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #335 on: April 10, 2019, 02:02:45 AM »
Thanks for sharing Jbow. Yep, I can relate to that. It’s nice to be gradually cleansing the toxins from out of ourselves and our environment and replacing them with good things. I prefer to be without the little black cloud of fear and guilt. Stay strong!

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #336 on: April 10, 2019, 09:05:37 PM »
Thank you big mog. I appreciate you support during my latest, and last reboot. I continue to move forward. U feel better every day. My life is 1 billion times better than it was 4 months ago.  I was in a horrible spiral. In fact I had just given up on trying to get better. I'm so glad I made the decision to improve my life.  I couldn't be happier. Stay strong and no looking back.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #337 on: April 11, 2019, 06:35:09 AM »
One nice thing about getting rid of porn ...... realized I have absolutely nothing to try to hide on my phone , or make sure I've erased all the crap I use to download.  It was just a nice feeling.

Totally agree. Not having that stress and fear weighing down on you must make your life so much more relaxing and enjoyable. For me, it's a nice feeling to hold onto. One of the most tangible benefits of staying in recovery. Congrats on staying clean, Jbow. Keep it up!

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #338 on: April 14, 2019, 06:09:23 AM »
Thank you working. I've. Been in a motel at a tournament all weekend and boy have the challenges been there. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.  I get up early and get my narrow ass out of my room. I tried to m, and o, but I just wasn't feeling it. I was missing something, wanna guess what it was. Lol. I'm not going to fail again. I've had this demon on my shoulder for way too long. Please fellas if I can spend a weekend by myself and not pmo, you can definitely do it. Stay strong porn is no longer an option.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #339 on: April 14, 2019, 09:11:34 AM »
Hang in there buddy. You have been doing great!



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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #340 on: April 14, 2019, 10:52:24 AM »
Thank you bob. Its certainly not easy, but I'm ready for change. Stay strong Bob,  I know you are a warrior and can beat this
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #341 on: April 18, 2019, 04:41:45 PM »
I'm 130 days , and I feel incredible.  I still have the occasional thought if porn but its nothing.  I'm not trying to Brad, I'm just trying to let people struggling know that you will get better and your mo d will heal. I've noticed that o just seem to be happy most of the time.  Please guys stick with it. I guarantee its worth it.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #342 on: April 18, 2019, 06:50:35 PM »
Nice accomplishment at 130-keep your guard up and keep moving forward. 

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #343 on: April 20, 2019, 08:47:17 PM »
Thank you jixu. I'm having a really almost a rough day. I feel really tempted to look at stuff I know I shouldn't. I've tried to keep my mind busy but eventually I need to go to bed. I think I will keep my phone out of my room. I know how this shit works it's way out.  Looking at some harmless videos on YouTube and next thing you know porn and regrets. No thanks.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #344 on: April 25, 2019, 06:57:50 AM »
The last few days have been, to say the least have challenging. I almost feel like I'm in a bit of a second flatline. Just knowing what is waiting for me at the finish line keeps me in the straight and narrow. I have to say I'm proud of myself and before long I will be at a half of a year without porn.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #345 on: April 25, 2019, 03:18:04 PM »
Well done Know.

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #346 on: May 07, 2019, 09:31:05 PM »
I'm just checking in. Nothing  new to tell. I just feel so Incredible. My thoughts are clear, my speech is clear. My mind is at ease. I'm a new person. Porn doesn't really cross my mind anymore. I cant tell you how confident iam. Porn has had a hold on me for way to long. I've broken free from its grip on me.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #347 on: May 08, 2019, 03:24:29 PM »
Definitely stick with it, bro. I've tried tons of times and never made it past day 20 until now. I blocked adult sites on my phone and pc. It helped for those weak or drink days. My morning wood finally came back too so I'm seeing progress. We can all do this and have some fun with thereal ladies again :)

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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #348 on: May 12, 2019, 03:33:30 PM »
The battle continues every day. I just keep rerouting those thoughts of pmo to something constructive.  I've got the house to myself today and I must stay strong and know that porn is no lo get an option in my life.
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Re: 43 year old tired of pmo
« Reply #349 on: May 12, 2019, 11:44:47 PM »
Keep going Jbow- we're with you.