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Ages 30-39 / Bring back the passion!
« on: May 12, 2015, 01:33:31 AM »
Hi, I’m 30 years old. I’ve been married to my wife for 6 years and I have two boys. For the most part life is pretty good, but I know that it can be better. I work from home which is a blessing and a curse (for obvious reasons). If I feel like “taking a break” I can. I’ll just work late if I need to, but then that is ultimately taking valuable time away from my family. It also sucks to hear your wife say how she admires what a hard worker I am (which I like to think I am), but knowing that I wasted a portion of my day PMO’ING. I want to be able to fully accept that complement!

My story is similar to most of yours. I stumbled across some dirty mags when I was about 9 and P has had my attention ever since. I was hooked and it has become a normal part of life, almost routine, ever since.

Lately I’ve started to feel a lack of passion in my work… and life in general and I feel like my creativity is slowly melting away. I’ve made a couple serious attempts to “Reboot”.  My longest record being 30 days. What tends to happen is that I spend so much energy trying to resist the thought/urge to PMO that I become unproductive. I loose the ability to concentrate on what I’m doing and I just give into to the urges. I’m able to concentrate after that, but I just feel defeated knowing that I don’t have the self control to stop.

I’m looking forward to giving this another shot. I’ve set up some url blocking on my computer. I’ve got a workout schedule set up. I’m looking to make life style changes. It’s encouraging to read some of these post and see trackers with 300+ days! I hope to be there myself one day!

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