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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Hidden Porn Life
« on: December 18, 2015, 03:41:41 AM »
this time its working i guess, 4 days, and i dint have a single desire to pmo.  i think its like a flat line.  no matter who i see, i dont see any stimulation, either porn or real.  i never had this stage for 4 days. actually, it would be just one day, and on day 2 or 3 iwould think about masturbation or would have sex drive thats uncontrollable. i guess, 4 days without out a single desire is awesome, i think i will win this time :D :D  so don't worry and give up. you will win in the end.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: My Hidden Porn Life
« on: December 16, 2015, 05:47:51 PM »
donot worry, first step is to will reboot. that you have taken and its almost a win. there are plenty out there, who are still in this hell, without even realizing it. so you are already a sucess.

and donot worry. ive failed 30 times. in rebooting,  now am on my 30th reboot.  started two days back. so i guess.  its not common to loose. you will eventually win over it.  just hate pmo so much. you will one day give up :D

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Ages 20-29 / Re: the struggle is real
« on: December 16, 2015, 05:22:11 PM »
oh thanks, yes,  i guess, this time i win this thing. its my 30th reboot. so i guess i wil win this time :D

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Ages 20-29 / Re: I'm an addict and I have a problem.
« on: December 14, 2015, 01:09:12 AM »
great going :D

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Ages 20-29 / Re: the struggle is real
« on: December 14, 2015, 01:06:35 AM »
wow 5 months,.. and no pmo.. you are awesome :D.

don't get frustrated and fall for a relapse. that will make life even worse.  flatline is heaven compared to relapse.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: Back on track
« on: December 14, 2015, 12:54:08 AM »
sorry for the late reply friend.

had issues with internet connection here, just now repaired. anyways,

i am going insanse with the relapses. its almost reboot 29th time for me.  but i will not give up.  did you watch that movie big hero 6. ??
the elder brother, fails almost 85 + times,  and even me thinking to not give up till i win against it.  anyways, i am trying all  methods.  hardcore pmo. 

i recently studied a lot about brain. subconsious and its working.  replacing bad habit with new one's is fine. but  entirely fighting an addiction is very very difficult.  i am actually doing an indepth research and trying to write a book, on the principles of subcon mind and consiousmind.

reading a lot about hypnosis, auto suggestions.  spiritual stuff. psychology etc.  although i am getting depressed frequently i am not giving up. i am from india, so it is easy for to venture into spiritul stuff. combining spiritual with science to fight this.

recently read THE FIELD and THE HOLOGRAPHIC UNIVERSE. 

so i guess i am doing good. i recommend you to start meditation.   we can give suggestions to subcon mind with meditation effectively.

also if you are a reader, read, many spiritual books.   (not religious).    do praying only if you really believe in god. or has abosolute faith in god or religion.  if you are not one who is not religious.  its waste of time to pray.

sports is also good. learning a new thing always helps us to replace old habits. i am learning flute on my self.   ordered a flute yesterday. so i guess this time i will be successful.  i wish the same for you too.

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Ages 20-29 / Re: Back on track
« on: November 28, 2015, 09:52:13 AM »
wow thats a awesome. journal.  40 days at a stretch , you are beast.

anyways.   PMO.  in hardmode is more like.  no porn, masturbation or orgasm.

 see, we are addicted to all three.  one leads to other.  but final goal is orgasm.   so once you orgasm. in any way. like slight rubbing or anything.  what so ever.  will lead to relapse.  its just the pmo playing tricks on you. 

ive did some research into this and sprituality and found out that.  although our subcons mind does the most of the work, for relapsing and all.  there are entities that leads us to do this shit . as if like demons or something. the more crazy the addiction, the more powerful they become.  rewiring is just a process that makes sure that, pmo doesn't get the sufficient energy. to survive.   

they say, true change comes. when one is free of any relapse for almost 8 years.    but don't worry.   

these are the tricks they play.  like you O ing, without any M.  but still its a O.   so when you did that, it gets little momentum.
you mind automatically goes into a self shame or guilt.  and failure . so it takes this advantage.  then again, when you watch porn. coz already your will and positive attitude gone.    it first starts with less intense porn stuff.   but it sucks you into hardcore PMO very fast.  with even more devastating power. 

so donot worry. if you escalate into hardcore pmo.  coz you will again start. with each reboot you become stronger and stronger.  ofcourse pmo become weaker and weaker..            i am struggling with pmo addiction since 10 years.  started serious reboot this march. failed for almost 25 times.    each time i am getting stronger and stronger.   i guess this time i will not loose to it.   my max reboot was for 18 days.   

compared to mine , you are awesome :D

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