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Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: February 08, 2015, 04:22:40 AM »
08. February 2015
Day 1

So, the last few days I've rebooted every day. But today I'm going on 14 days vacation, and I'll start today as Day 1 again. No PMO this time!

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: February 03, 2015, 06:06:34 AM »
02. Feburary 2015
Day 23

I've been sick the last few days, so much time at home, but not much energy. Probably more MO then usually, but still no P.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 31, 2015, 07:24:35 AM »
30. January 2015
Day 20

Yesterday I felt that it was quiet easy to keep away from P, but today the urges came back, no MO and no P.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 28, 2015, 05:18:39 PM »
28. January 2015

Day 18

Today I was, completely out of any context, messaged over Skype, by a random girl. She sent me this link, and curious I went to the website, which turned out to be.... a pornsite of course. I quickly closed the browser, but ended up MO'ing later. No P still!

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 27, 2015, 02:21:17 AM »
Keep on going.. Im almost in the same boat as you.. but im 18 and started at the age of 10. I was an addict and completely left PMO 60~ days ago.. had tons of symptoms of withdrawal, but surely the intensity of the symptoms decrease..

Also if you're facing anxiety, you might wanna avoid caffeine as it makes your anxiety worse.

Yeah I'm still trying :) OKay, that's nice to know, even though I'm not :)

26. January 2015
Day 16

I've been rather busy lately, so not much time to post. I've been fine the last few days, with few urges. I've still not used any P, but MO does happen from time to time. I hope to go longer and longer before MO, and I feel like it'll happen at some time.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 24, 2015, 07:13:14 PM »
24. January 2015
Day 14

The last few days I felt no urges, and didn't MO. Today though, I was triggered by a movie I saw. Still no P at least.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 22, 2015, 05:34:58 PM »
21. January 2015
Day 11

I've had literally no urges today. I didn't do anything special that I usually don't. I slept a little more, but that's all. So altogether a very nice experience. I don't really remember when I last felt like that, except right after MO.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 20, 2015, 06:09:34 PM »
20. January 2015
Day 10

No urges today. I was busy the whole day and had no time to think about whatever.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 20, 2015, 03:06:05 AM »
If you don't have ED maybe you can go no P only. If you do though, i strongly advise you to continue no PMO as you will greatly slow down or completely mess up your reboot and you will regret it later on. I have made the same mistake many times.

I don't have ED, but you are completly right - I too think the best thing would be no PMO. I just don't feel that I would be able to complete x days with no PMO.

19. January 2015
Day 9

Since quitting no MO, it hasn't been so hard to keep away from porn. I hope it was a good idea. I will try a few weeks of no P, and if I feel no change at all, I have to go back to no PMO, no matter what.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 17, 2015, 08:40:18 PM »
17. January 2015
Day 7

I concluded that I think it would be best, to refrain from only P for a starter, as to not make it harder than needed.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 17, 2015, 09:59:18 AM »
16. January 2015
Day 6

I rebooted. No P but M and O.. This is much hard than I first imagined. I might change my goal to only rebooting from P for a start. That would at least make it easier.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 16, 2015, 08:54:02 AM »
15. January 2015
Day 5

I didn't get quite enough sleep, so I drank a lot of coffee at a meeting, and I don't know why, but right after I had the worst urges I've experienced. I read someone saying, that caffein is a 'trigger' in that sense, can somebody confirm this? But since I was at a meeting I couldn't really just stand up and walk out, so nothing but inadvertency happened.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 14, 2015, 05:29:09 PM »
14. January 2015
Day 4

In the series I'm currently watching, there was a sexscene - and even though I immediately skipped it, it left me long after with urges. But they disappeared around two hours later, and then I had a pretty nice  feeling, knowing that I withstood this time. No urges since then.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 13, 2015, 07:26:55 PM »
13. January 2015
Day 3

I found my mind drifting alot - you might be able to guess what at. No specific triggers today, but the urges were definitely there. Other than that I had a pretty busy day, so it was mostly in the evening when I came home. Not that hard to withstand though. Not looking forward to the next couple of days. Just hope it gets better when the first few weeks has passed.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 12, 2015, 06:36:34 PM »
12. January 2015
Day 2

Today was, as yesterday, perfectly fine. No urges and no triggers. I tried exercising which I normally don't. I don't know if that may have helped, as many say it will.

Teens / Re: Nobou's Journal
« on: January 10, 2015, 07:35:40 PM »
11. January 2015

This will be Day 1 as I did P, M and O yesterday
As expected this day was quite easy. No urges and no triggers. I made 9gag unable to show NSFW posts today. Won't have any triggers popping up now and then.

Teens / Nobou's Journal
« on: January 10, 2015, 07:31:47 PM »

I've been an addict to porn for more than six years now, I'm 19 now, so since age 13. But it's only in these few last weeks that I have even begun considering that it might (read: is) bad for you, and so I want to stop completely. What really triggered was that I had my first real 'experience' with a girl and I had a case of ED, I don't know if what caused it was the overuse of porn, but when I read about it, I found out much more about porn than expected.

One and a half years ago I started my vegetarian lifestyle and at the same time I stopped eating junkfood, sweets and drinking soda. It was really hard at first, but after some weeks I was actually much less restless and more content.
Half a year ago I started again (not the vegetarian stuff, that's all good), just as a small thing in the beginning - a coke now and then, a pizza when hungover, but then it took over, as it did before I stopped the first time. So I finally decide to quit it again, and that I would also like to quit P, as it is just as life-controlling as sugar and fat are in food. Maybe even more so. And as I've seen a few subjects here in this forum proclaim: I want to live my life the way I want, and where I'm in control.

I've looked around and seen that the typical teenager takes 3-4 months to 'reset', so for now my goal is 90 days P-free, though I would like to go even further if possible, for example half a year. I will put 180 days in my counter as the real goal. 90 days will mark that I am half way there!

Lastest P: 10. January 2015

Pstscrpt.: I will, as much as possible, try to make a daily, post even when no P has happened.

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