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Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 27, 2017, 02:04:02 PM »
Reporting in. Today's been a really good day no cravings for porn and had a great training session down at the gym but I know not every day will be this good as this is only my 5th day clean on my latest attempt

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 26, 2017, 10:26:18 AM »
Checking in not checked in for a couple of days everything ok so far but the urges are strong a friend has put some safeguard settings on my internet and she has the password

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 22, 2017, 03:15:58 PM »
Checking in day number 2 no pmo but more urges Today so kept my phone away from me

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 21, 2017, 07:29:21 PM »
But yes I now know better I learned the hard way but in my opinion dating sites etc should be avoided as it's potentially the start of a slippery slope

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 21, 2017, 07:27:30 PM »
I didn't really get cravings I think the main thing that did it for me was going on dating sites and from there I went to a casual sex site which had links to a cam site and thats where I fucked up.

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 21, 2017, 11:21:25 AM »
Checking in day1 so far so good, kept myself busy which is important I find

Porn Addiction / Re: Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 20, 2017, 08:28:29 PM »
I did it before so I know I can do this. GET PSYCHED

Porn Addiction / Time to get my head back in the game
« on: November 20, 2017, 08:26:41 PM »
Hi guys, first of all I messed up I relapsed back in august and again and again I was watching porn on average once a week and fell back into old ways. Well I've decided enough is enough and it's time to change I managed to stay sober for 6 whole month prior to going off the rails. I'll be checking in daily maybe more than once and would appreciate any advice and words of encouragement. Peace

Porn Addiction / Re: Anti-masterbution concept
« on: July 11, 2017, 09:11:34 AM »
I agree. I personally do not think I could masturbate without escalating to porn things like dating sites also trigger the urge to seek porn so i avoid those too. Bot everybody sees it this way but if you avoid masturbating your that much more likely to avoid porn in my opinion

Porn Addiction / Re: Is the answer this simple?
« on: July 11, 2017, 08:47:06 AM »
Avoid masturbating completely if i was you and avoid dating sites and social media as i find they give the urge.

Hey there i am exactly the same i have been in relationship with many women and am currently in a relationship and i dont get that deep love feeling that you describe either. I personally think yes it is related to porn addiction i think maybe when we are rebooted fully this becomes easier but i don't know

Porn Addiction / Re: Relapse after 150 days
« on: July 05, 2017, 05:02:40 AM »
I also note this is 3rd time i slipped up first streak was 111 days 2nd just 60 now 150.

Porn Addiction / Relapse after 150 days
« on: July 05, 2017, 01:31:56 AM »
Hey guys whats up unfortunately after 150 days or so no MO no PMO i relapsed. I was feeling horny and me and my girlfriend live apart when i was checking my email i found a webcam invite so i clicked it then closed it. Unfortunately i re opened it and MO to a webcam. I made some great progress within the time and really felt i had beaten this bastard of an addiction in fact i would say i was around 80 percent better sexually at least some axiety still remained. Question is how far do you think i have set myself back? I feel like such a fucking idiot but im determined to come back stronger and finally put this addiction down for good

Porn Addiction / PE with new partner?
« on: June 12, 2017, 02:10:23 PM »
Hi guys i recently got into a relationship with a new woman it seems to be going very well i explained previous porn addiction and she is supportive and accepting. The problem is when we have sex i dont seem to last 2 minutes after penetrating she is not worried and she thinks that its related to reboot but with my last girlfriend i could last a while longer. Do you guys think it is something related to rebooting or just performance anxiety as i do find i was more relaxed with ex girlfriend?

Porn Addiction / Re: Reboot and alcohol
« on: May 07, 2017, 01:11:21 PM »
Im at day around 240 days with 2 relapses. And i find coffee gives me anxiety and pre workout drinks just forget it. I think sometimes we try and rush things a little bit

Porn Addiction / Re: Reboot and alcohol
« on: May 04, 2017, 11:50:50 AM »
Also if any other things like drugs or medication also feel stronger?

Porn Addiction / Reboot and alcohol
« on: May 04, 2017, 11:48:12 AM »
Hey people whats up. Has anyone else noticed that the effects if alcohol are amplified while rebooting? Just the other day I had a couple of drinks and i had to stop as i was really feeling the effects. Is this just me or has anyone else found this to be the case?

Porn Addiction / Poor sleep
« on: April 15, 2017, 04:14:36 AM »
Hi guys was wondering if lack of dopamine can contribute to insomnia? I have been rebooting 7 and a half months with 2 relapses and all through the reboot my sleep has been up and down,recently i cut out or greatly reduced  other sources of dopamine such as caffeine,cigarettes, TV,playstation and internet. Over the last 3 weeks or so since i tried this my sleep has been very poor with me sometimes only managing 4 hours. Do you guys think this is related?

Porn Addiction / Re: Relapse after 60 days
« on: February 24, 2017, 04:09:26 AM »
Thats good to know it wont erase all progress. And so far there is no chaser effect so that is a good thing i guess. It is rare i do relpase but when it happens it is usually frustration or anger which im working on

Porn Addiction / Relapse after 60 days
« on: February 24, 2017, 01:17:57 AM »
Hey guys i relapsed on my latest reboot after just 60 days my previous reboot was 111 days. I feel so upset with myself right now,in a previous post i mentioned a friend sending me a pic via playstation and this i think triggered it. I searched porn last night and fapped. Does relapse completely undo the benefits? I have a girlfriend who is aware of my addition and is very supportive but we now live apart due to my anger issues that come with depression im going through

Porn Addiction / Re: Accidentally seeing porn images
« on: February 23, 2017, 05:17:08 PM »
Hey guys thanks for the replies,fortunately it hasnt triggered a relapse or masturbating but i do still have a little bit of anxiety iv tried my best to keep off the internet for the past few days too. Gotta keep my streak going strong

Porn Addiction / Accidentally seeing porn images
« on: February 19, 2017, 04:55:14 PM »
Hey people whats up? Earlier this evening i turned on my ps4 for the first time in a few weeks,i had a few messages one was from a friend i went to school with and knows about my porn problem,there was an image of a naked woman which i opened it i immediately shut. Will stuff like this affect my reboot? I managed to stay sober for 111 until around xmas and am currently on day 57 and its going well. The image triggered anxiety type feelings which are only just starting to subside after 3 hours. Any input guys and girls?

Porn Addiction / Re: Newly single
« on: February 04, 2017, 05:17:28 PM »
So just exactly how long are you saying to stay sober before looking for a girlfriend. My ex girl still messages me and we may get back together.

Porn Addiction / Re: Newly single
« on: February 03, 2017, 03:46:19 PM »
So are you saying dont have sex and avoid women. I thought being around women would beneficial to the re wiring process. I understand what your saying about getting hobbies and not making sex a priority.

Porn Addiction / Re: Middle of the Night Urges
« on: January 27, 2017, 03:27:14 PM »
I have similar dreams to you where i think im watching porn or masturbating,i wake up panicked but once i realize its just a dream im ok,what you don't want to do is act on them or try to recall them to much

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