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One day Thina and Lizzy were down at Gino's Bar and Grill enjoying their weekly meet-up luncheon that they both always looked so forward to.  Thina was gorgeous, smart, athletic, refined, and very considerate of others; she was currently dating a fine young man of many good qualities who was also 23 years old, the same as Thina and Lizzy.  Lizzy was also attractive and was very good at listening and had more than once provided Thina with a timely nugget of wisdom.  After having had finished their sandwiches and settling into their desserts, Lizzy, who had noticed Thina had been a little on edge during their meet-up, looked at Thina and said, "okay, out with it. What is on your mind?  Something is on your mind."  Thina meekly replied, "oh, it is nothing."   If there was one thing Lizzy knew, it was that Thina's "nothing' was always a "something." Lizzy wasn't buying the snow job this time.   "Look, Thina, either you tell me what is going on or I will grab the rest of your dessert and finish it myself and stick you with the bill. Quit messing around".

Realizing she was trapped, Thina whispered, " I have a confession.  I have to get something off my chest."  Lizzy's ears perked up as she leaned in just in time to hear the following:

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"Relationship that I have with my guy is wonderful. He is the best person I've ever met. There hasn't been a single argument since we got together (11 months). The only thing that started bothering me few months ago as I started to care more is that he gave his body to a few girls before me (I don't know the number I don't ask him about his sexual past) but I can guess that there is at least 1.  He's also 23 and he's  only the third guy I've slept with. I know the past doesn't matter on logical level, but I get these negative emotions and I have unwanted scenarios of him with other girls in my head. Sometimes I can notice that these thoughts are not bothering me and that I don't give a fuck about them, I know I'm the best he's ever had, but most of the time I feel really sad about them. I really love him and don't want to leave him, because he's perfect. But at the same time I feel this resentment."


At this point Lizzy noted that Thina had not asked a question or sought advice.  Not knowing what to say, Lizzy simply asked, "is that it?"

Nodding and looking down, Thina simply replied, "that is it."

Thank you man, what a great answer, I appreciate it.  Really nice perspective. You wrote a story around my post with a lot of details to make me feel betters, thank you for your effort

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Now i say Congratulations!!. Now defend your spot at the top I'll join yah soon.
Thank you. I hope so

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Confession

I need to get something off my chest...

Relationship that I have with my girl is wonderful. She is the best person I've ever met. There hasn't been a single argument since we got together (11 months). The only thing that started bothering me few months ago as I started to care more is that she gave her body to a few guys before me (I don't know the number I don't ask her about her sexual past) but I can guess that there are at least 3. She's also 23 and she's  only the second girl I've slept with. I know the past doesn't matter on logical level, but I get these negative emotions and I have unwanted scenarios of her with other dudes in my head. Sometimes I can notice that these thoughts are not bothering me and that I don't give a fuck about them, I know I'm the best she's ever had, but most of the time I feel really sad about them. I really love her and don't want to leave her, because she's perfect. But at the same time I feel this resentment

That's it

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Today I passed 1 year of no porn
Sex is great. However, sometimes i do the marathons with my girl and we had sex 9-10 times in 3 days last week and I have tendency to feel exhausted after that. But I can heal after few days. Where I was only 6 months ago (PIED, PE, Flatlines) and where I am now is incredible. I would like to thank anyone who supported me in any way

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Day 316

I don't know what the fuck happened yesterday... Two days ago I was so sexually exhausted. I've had 8 orgasms in 2 days and I could maintain erection only in the round 1 or 2. I told myself I'll take a week off from sex. But....
My girlfriend invited me to her place yesterday. We cooked a dinner and had sex 2 times and I was super horny and my erection was like a muthafucking iron both times. My refracotry period was shorter than ever. Later that night we was invited our friend's party and we slept over. We had sex 2 more times and the same happened. My dick was a muthafuking stone. I don't know what this is but i love it!!!

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Good insight. Glad you keep posting! Gives me motivation and a glimpse into what the future holds.

Thank you my man! I'm glad my story inspires you

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Day 314

Last month the frequency of sex with my gf was usually once a week (where I would orgasm 3 times at average) and my boners where great.
Last 2 weeks we had sex a lot - Friday 1 orgasm, Saturday/sunday - 4 orgasms, Tuesday/Wednesday/Thursday - 8 orgasms. I feel aroused and sometimes come really fast in the round 1 or 2, but for the later rounds I've noticed that It's harder for me to get aroused and to maintan erection - my dick feels  tired. I think I should pause with orgasms for a little bit and stretch the period between them out.

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Day 285

Relapsed god damn, fuck my life I'm gonna put my dick on the railway so train can smash it!

Just kidding you fools, I didn't relapse, I'm smashin' it! Went through the 7 day flatline. It ended few days ago and I got hard like a diamond for sex and lasted pretty long for the first round, my girl made really emotional/sexual sounds and it turned me on like a muthafucka, she said it never felt so good like that. I still have a lot of space to improve, but I can say that my sexual life is the best it has ever been. I've been driving my girl wild, even when I can't fully get hard, I'm doing so many crazy things. I can't imagine what'll happen when I get 100% healed, I'll make it rain maan!

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I can go without porn for the rest of my life. Even if you gave me 3 more lifes i still wouldn't need porn

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How does it make you feel? What are your emotions? Are you jealous, insecure or even frightened?

Also, if you don't mind, would you share your story about how you two got to know each other?

A bit jelaous, but only on subconcious level. On a logical level I know it doesn't matter, but my feelings are not inlined with it. Like it's hard for me to accept that some other dude before me had the same treatment. But I know I make her feel like noone did, I can see it. I need to make a shift in the thinking proccess. She's freaky with me, because all women are freaky. They just won't show it to everyone, because of social programming, which is making an atmosphere that sex is something dirty and shameful for women, instead of something natural. She's freaky in bed, because she trusts me and she see's that I am accepting that side of her without any judgement.

On how we got together:
Me and my friend (who I am making music with) had performance this summer. His girlfriend (I am also good friend with her) came to the show and she invited her best girlfriends to come (my girl is one of them). When we finished, all of her girlfriend's were trying to hook us up. They was trying to get me dance with her. When I got drunk I decided to do it and we started kissing while dancing ( I realized that she probably already had crush on me). Tommorow, when hangover kicked in,  I was ashamed that I am playing games with my female friend's best friend (I wasn't so pumped up for a relationship in that time) and I decided that I won't call her and that I'll forget about it. The night came and i went out to have a few drinks with my friend and when I was coming back home I ran into her...  We went to have a drink and fell back into kissing again. If I didn't run into her that night, we probably wouldn't be together today.

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Some random thoughts about girlfriend's sexual past are chasing me this morning. I know on a logical level that It doesn't matter, cause it's only a past and I don't have any problem with her right now, she's perfect girlfriend, she loves me so much and she's obsessed with me. However I feel kinda bad when thinking about how many dudes she got before me, because I see she's good in bed. I know she had one abusive long term relationship  (She had sex with that guy 100%) and some not so serious relationship and that's all. I won't talk about it with her I think I need to get over it and accept the present moment. I just need to share it with my homies over here to take it off my chests

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Kitty and Pete, thank you

Day 255

Had sex with my girl today, first time, she wanted to make me cum with BJ, The second time we switched a lot of positions, sex felt incredible. I've only noticed that my erection goes to 50%-60% when condom dries up. My boners still need to improve and be more consistent. At March 23rd I'll hit Gabe's recovery time (9 months)

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Day 254

I think this reboot & rewiring thing is real. I used to feel like a zombie few months ago and all the women seemed so artificial. Now I get horny as hell when I am with my girl. I was unable to have vaginal sex at all, now I can (still have PIED, but it's 10 times better than before). The more I have sex, the better my erections are getting. Don't lose hope guys, I was suicidal about will I ever be able to have sex again, even when I was 6 months porn free. Just be patient and results are coming

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@all_in_now thank you so much for the support bro

Day 253

Thoughts about having sex with my gf are making my heart pump faster

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Day 251

Got horny today because of the thoughts of having sex with my gf.
Got really anxious about my future. I'm studying IT technology and curretly I am on a third try to finish the 2nd year. Programming and other stuff became really annoying to me and I don't know what to do with my life now. I know I should try to finish 3 years and get bachelor degree at least, but thoughts of learning all that code syntax and rules are horrify to me.

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I was asking because I'm facing the same problem. I know, it is porn induced because I haven't had the problem a few years ago. But now, when I watch P (which I don't do anymore) or even think about something remotely sexy for too long, there is a little bit of precum. It really makes me angry because I fear, it's something that cannot be fixed again. I really worry that something in my glands has changed forever...

And you know, many people have a misconception about precum. The majority of people think, it's a natural lubricant where in fact it is not. The body produces precum so that the sperm can travel easier through the "pipes" (sorry, I'm lacking a better word for it...). Therefore, it's a precursor of an incoming orgasm and a symptom of PE when released too early or in an excessive amount.

I've fantasized this morning about blow jobs I got few days ago and precum came out hahahaha

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K-Dot, I have a question. Do you have very quick or excessive release of precum? That can be symptom of PE.

I think I have, especially in the first round, where I usually cum after 10 seconds of penetration. Later I last longer, but If I hit it from behind for example, I feel like I am always at the edge of orgasm. I last the longest when I let her be on the top. That's also when I feel she gets wet the most.

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Day 249

My girlfriend came to my place this morning. We cooked together and then went for sex. First two times i got few nice biners without direct stimulation, but i came in like 10-15 seconds when penetrating. The third time I was able to get hard and last really long, I lost erection few times, but I was able to get it back and keep on making love to my girl. I got 3 orgasms and I'll track will I enter the flatline in couple of next days.

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Day 248

First wet dream after more than 2 months, but it was about porn this time. However I've got solid morning wood and I feel sexual tension towards having sex with my girl tommorow. Bought some durex love condoms and some indian smelling sticks for atmosphere. I am only frustrated because of the fact that I live with my parents and I have to call my girl over only during the day. I find night much more romantic

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You know, there is another thing you could try for a few weeks or even months. It's what sex therapists recommend in situations like yours where the guy deals with ED/DE. Be intimate with your girl, but don't focus on your erections or you getting an orgasm. Just be intimate with your girl, make sure your girl is good and all that stuff, have some fun but without actual penetration. That way, you could even become more and more relaxed until penetration just becomes the next natural step. I haven't tried it myself, so there is no first hand experience I can share, but maybe give it a try?!

I agree with you absolutely. I realised dick actually has the small percentage of getting women to orgasmand that the easiest way to make women cum is if she's emotionally engaged in you. Foreplay also does takes a big percentage and In my expirience dick comes after that. Most women also can't reach climax without direct clitoral stimulation. I do all stuff of seduction and foreplay with my girl. That's just my expirience

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Congrats on 8 months, that's a huge achievement.

Here is my interpretation for the dream: I think your last decent successes were somewhat of a relief for you. I know these dreams to well. Many times have I dreamed about having sex in the past, and ALWAYS, I struggle with PIED. In my mind, it means that my subconsciousness is very occupied with the thought of failing again. Because it's such a horrible feeling. So when I'm having sex in dreams, there is always this tense moment when I'm about to penetrate, will it work, will it not work... So your dream not being about PE/DE could be interpreted as a good sign. Maybe your subconsciousness is not as worried about these problems anymore. Maybe you just relaxed more. I don't know. Anyways, wishing you a good experience in 2 days ;)

Pete, thank you my brother! I also think that these deams are sign of subconcious shift in my mind - I worry less about performing

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Day 247

Yesterday I've passed 8 months without PMO. I am only one month away from Gabe's recovered state point.
Last few morning my MW is so solid. I had a dream last night about fucking a girl that was my crush during teenage days. This is the first sex dream duriing this reboot, where I neither had ED or PE. It's only a dream, but I hope that  the next time that I'll have sex (it should be i 2 days), the reality will match that dream

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Audio engineering is secondary thing for me, the first is song writing and producing. I don't own a real studio, just a home version, but i would like to build professional recording studio one day. I just need to also get my IT degree to have backup plan, I can't risk quiting my studies to chase music

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What's your sexual expirience? Did you interact with women during this time? Rewiring is also important, not only the reboot, you need to build those neuro-pathways for real people also

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Thank you Pete and much love my brothers, If I can help you in some way you're free to DM me. And Josh I think the best way to find your soulmate is to go outside and do stuff you love to do and you'll meet someone there. I hooked up with this girl at my rap performance, she is the best friend of my colleague's girlfriend

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