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Ages 30-39 / Re: Johny's journal
« on: June 01, 2014, 02:52:04 AM »
Hi Guys,

I find that for me simply looking at women when i walk on the street is a strong enough trigger for me to seek PMO. In fact it is the trigger 95% of the time and quite frankly almost any woman will do.

I just wanted to know whether any of you have the same trigger and whether you have any tips / ideas on how to deal with this?

Ages 30-39 / Re: purging the junk
« on: June 01, 2014, 02:47:36 AM »
Hi Daws,

I just joined the forum and i just wanted to wish you good luck since you look pretty fresh too.

I have tried to quit several times in the past and complacency is what led me back into porn every time. After 15 days you feel very good about yourself and you think you pretty safe, safe enough to browse some escort listing or may be check a webpage quickly without actually going all the way.

What i found was that even though i did not give in the first time when browsing escort listings, etc, what i had actually done was to put things in motion. I have done this several times and every time, giving in started by quickly checking a website or even a youtube video.

Since we both just started the journey, i wanted to suggest that may be we should make it a goal to steer clear of the quick two minute browsings.

I sincerely wish you all the best.

Ages 30-39 / Johny's journal
« on: June 01, 2014, 02:25:51 AM »

I am 32 years old, i have been watching porn since i was probably 15. The real addiction probably started when i started university and got access to high speed internet and more and more content.

I am completely unable to control myself even if know i have to. I have no self-control whatsoever. Even as i type this, i am thinking about porn.

This is really affecting my life now more than ever before. I recently got married and mhy wife and I do not have sex. I've notice that i have no motivation to do anything anymore. I used to be a very driven person and now the only thing that drives me is porn.

Please help me escape this vicious circle.

Ages 30-39 / Re: **Accountability Partner Requests**
« on: June 01, 2014, 02:19:47 AM »

I have been trying to quit porn for probably 6 - 7 years. I recently got married but i do not have sex with my wife. I spend endless hours on porn even at work.

Lately i've noticed that i have no motivation to do anything and also i think about porn even more often than before. I know my personality is changing for the worse and i am really hurting my wife and our marriage.

I am at the point where i do not even know whether i have what it takes to give up this addiction.

Please help.

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