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Ages 20-29 / Re: Near relapse
« on: January 18, 2016, 08:24:21 AM »
Hey, I don't know if anything that I say will change how you feel right now so I'm not even going to try. But all i'm going to tell you is that..hey, you gotta be able to find that motivation within yourself!!! I read some of your earlier posts when your reboot was a success. Compare to your posts now, even your whole personality has completely changed. The things you say sound cold and someone who has given up on need to find a way to get out of this state you are in right now  before it gets worse. Remember, the deeper a whole you dig for yourself, the harder the climb is going to be!!

Sounds familiar?
"hello human and extraterrestrial beings. im kind of fucked up because my right mouse click is not working properly. i never thought that right mouse click will be more problematic than porn addiction during my reboot but its true. im over it.
i didnt got sidetracked but lets get back to the story: im disinterested in sex probably because of a flatline but i am very interested in socializing and approaching girls having good time with people and getting out of my comfort zone. thats my focus now, i totally dont care if i have erection or not. i totally lost urges too and im not so hyper sensitive to everything. i can finally watch tv without getting temptations when i see woman on the screen (fully clothed). everything, artificial & imaginative, used to turn me on and create cravings. ton of things are not triggers anymore and im glad, i can focus elsewhere and not fight with porn addiction.

im 60 days clean and tommorow will be 2 months! 2 milestones in 2 days, im killin it.

my advice, when it comes to dealing with porn addiction, is to be me. seriously though, consistent research on porn addiction is the key i think. in my case definitely is. studying addiction helped me debunk all the things i think i get from PMO. i figured out, there is nothing to gain from PMO so i lost interest in it and also i lost interest in how long it will take, how is my erection going on, if i woke up with morning wood and bla bla bla. i dont really care. all i know is that with time all will fall into place and im not going to waste that time waiting for everything to fall in place but will do other stuff while everything is automatically falling in its place.

maybe its worth mentioning that this is not my first streak of 2 months. i was 8 months MO and 10 months PMO free, then i had series of relapses (every 5-6 days or so) for 2 months, and now im 60 days clean (tomorrow will be 2 months!). relapses didnt set me back to square 1 as i didnt felt this good after 2 months first time.

good luck everyone enjoy your reboots."

Ages 20-29 / Re: Rising Again in 2016
« on: January 18, 2016, 08:11:38 AM »
go do 50 push ups every time the urge comes to you. It won't last long I guarantee!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Nothing good comes easy!!
« on: January 18, 2016, 08:10:02 AM »
16 days free from PMO, no urge to relapse so far! I have been busy working these past few weeks and haven't really had time to myself or the opportunity to be alone; this has helped a lot with my progress!!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Just started
« on: January 18, 2016, 08:02:48 AM »
That's okay man, just try to be analytical about the situation and see what you could've done different.
Whenever I feel like going back to PMO, I just logon on this site. It's been helping me so far.
Maybe what you can do is just commit yourself to writing about it on this journal whenever you feel like relapsing. Maybe just the act of writing about it and posting will prevent from doing so.
Try and see if it helps next time. Hopefully it works!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Nothing good comes easy!!
« on: January 16, 2016, 09:57:32 AM »
So far so good!

Ages 20-29 / Re: Nothing good comes easy!!
« on: January 14, 2016, 02:01:33 AM »
Day 12, good so far!
I was having urges yesterday but they're gone now. So far, it seems like my will to stay away from PMO keeps growing everyday, which is a good thing.

Ages 20-29 / Re: Just started
« on: January 14, 2016, 01:56:47 AM »
I'm not sure if you found the link, but here it is in case you didn't 8) 8)

How are you holding up so far thoughtful?

Ages 20-29 / Re: Nothing good comes easy!!
« on: January 13, 2016, 01:35:08 AM »
Looking for an accountability partner...feel free to message me if interested!!

Ages 20-29 / Nothing good comes easy!!
« on: January 13, 2016, 01:31:32 AM »
I'm 20 years old
In college
Been watching porn since 14
I have been on and off P for a while now
I'm determined to never watch porn again

Ages 20-29 / Re: Just started
« on: January 13, 2016, 01:19:25 AM »
Hey man, I'm new to this forum just like you and I am looking for an accountability partner. Let me know if you're interested.
Hang in there. I haven't PMOed since Jan 2nd 2016. Hopefully I'll go for the rest of the year without resetting!!

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