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Ages 20-29 / Lesson learnt
« on: March 27, 2016, 09:45:49 PM »
Ok so I had done almost a month without PMO and I just relapsed because of my mood today Its been a very long day for me and I am very exhausted I am working a 16hr shift. Anyway I did not masturbate to orgasm but i watched  some porn videos and pictures.

So I reset my counter.

I know that it was my mind playing tricks on me and I fell for it but not anymore I relapsed once and I am not going to binge and or give up because I am in this for the long haul, and failure is part of progress. So I am still learning my triggers and how to avoid them, and I would appreciate any advice to help me in this journey.   

Ages 20-29 / Giving it all i got
« on: March 23, 2016, 02:06:19 AM »
I have been on the edge since yesterday I want to relapse so bad but I am looking at my long term goal and fighting myself, I even installed the K9 web protection to try and help me.
Its been very tough but I will keep on countering my triggers until I am cured, I Just needed to let it out and see how much help I can get.

I would appreciate any tips  and or advice on how to overcome my cravings.

Ages 20-29 / Re: Help! Feels like I'm drowning..
« on: March 18, 2016, 01:32:07 AM »
The fact that you know you have a problem and that you're trying to do something about it means you're on the right path.
Success wont come easy but with dedication, sacrifice and hard work you will beat this. Push yourself to try harder remember relapsing is expected but it is up to you to learn your triggers and try to control it the next time around.

We are all battling the same habit  just a different battle field, so keep on pushing for your goal one day at a time and slowly but surely you will get there.

Ages 20-29 / Re: Journal
« on: March 14, 2016, 12:24:15 AM »
thanks I am ready to be the best version of myself.

Ages 20-29 / Journal
« on: March 12, 2016, 06:49:09 PM »
Hi everyone !

I am here to try and kick this terrible addiction and get back to my normal self with the help of Reboot Nation and every available resource I can utilize to be free of this addiction.

I have been trying to quit watching porn for a very long time but every time I found myself relapsed and deeper into it, I found myself watching the most hardcore porn I could find and the cycle went on. It got to a point where I preferred to be home PMOing rather than actually interacting with people even my family, it wasn't till late last year when I met my current girlfriend and things got serious that I realized how much damage I had done to myself over the years. I realized that I had ED and I tried everything but I wasn't turned on but when we put some porn on I got an erection almost instantly so I decided to look up what could have been the cause as I had never had that issue before, that is when I ran into this site and everything made sense. I tried the test to see if I had PEID and just like that I knew I was addicted to PMO.
I tried to quit since December last year but I have relapsed more times than I can count, ever since I decided to join Reboot Nation December 27 last year. My girlfriend has been very helpful and understanding but I am tired of having to use porn to satisfy her so two weeks ago I decide to ditch the porn and rid myself of this addiction and stop making excuses. I haven't PMO'ed for two weeks and counting, on reboot nation counter its 1day because I hadn't signed into reboot nation since I singed up.

One way or the other I am going to beat this, one day at a time until I'm cured and every other day after that. I am very determined and ready to be porn free, I know I am not alone and I would appreciate all the help and support from all of you rebooters out there.     

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