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(August 22, 2015)
(Day 0)

Well I can't believe I'm saying but I relapsed this is definitely harder than I anticipated. Yesterday the urges were kicking in like they've never done before I opened up the browser looked up porn and then proceeded to start jacking off but stopped before orgasm I was extremely mad at myself so after that I immediately went to bed. I woke up 3 hours later with the biggest urge I've ever had and went to the bathroom and basically had an orgasm with no porn. I'm resetting my counter and trying again, I knew this would be hard but not even a week in ... I just have to stop letting these little meaningless cravings dictate my body.

 (August 22, 2015)
(Day 5)

Today I awoke from a dream, the dream was about, well you guessed it sex. Other than that masturbation hasn't crossed my mind and the urges have been very weak but who knows they will most definitely get stronger. At the moment I seem to have masturbation under control but I need to stop playing video games. Though I have noticed that I'm not very motivated to do anything lately will work on finding motivation but it's probably related to porn.

  (August 21, 2015)
(Day 4)

Still going strong, some urges maybe 1 or 2 through the day but nothing serious.

  (August 20, 2015)
(Day 3)

No urges but I do feel a craving to be with another person, maybe I should get a girlfriend.

  (August 19, 2015)
(Day 2)

I've had a good day overall besides, the headache I currently have, could I already be having withdraw symptoms this early on? Also, I need to start eating a better diet and to start playing an  instrument which is something I've wanted to do recently. Sleep is very important I need to start getting into the habit of sleeping at 9-10 pm since my body needs rest. So far so good although it's only my second day so we'll see.

Teens / Re: The Path to Freedom
« on: August 18, 2015, 08:54:14 PM »
Remember you are the one in control not the addiction, also remember it's a habit you have to break and the best way of doing that is to replace the habit with something productive. If you ever feel the urge back off for a moment and get a grip. This video helped me a lot so I'll share it with you

  (August 18, 2015)
(Day 1)

  Hello Reboot Nation my name is Josef and I am seventeen years old. Our generation is the generation of technology and limitless information via the internet. Our ancestors could only dream of having this limitless amount of information in front of them. But this massive gift also came with those who would seek to abuse it by exploiting sex and women for currency. At the early age of around 12 I came across pornography and I was memorized by flesh and my natural instinct to mate. My addiction for porn grew and soon around the age of 14 I was degrading myself weekly at the sight of fornication and orgies. Habits like these can only go so far before they detriment you. Depression, anxiety, procrastination, and self gratification crumbled my life into pieces. Naturally I began looking for answers and soon questioned what it meant to a man, I asked questions like,"Would a true man sit in front of a computer screen and degrade himself making love to his hand?", and the answer is ... naturally, NO. So here I am, no excuses, no self pity, and no second thoughts. If you'd like to join me on my journey to self improvement physically and mentally I would greatly appreciate it.      This addiction ENDS now.

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