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Ages 20-29 / Re: Leaving my past behind - Absinthe26's journal
« on: June 18, 2015, 07:38:31 AM »
I have a 27 days streak now. I had some really bad days last week because of depression but I didn't relapse.
My depressed mood come and go I really don't konow what causes it maybe it's a whitradwal symptom I don't know but atleast it doesn't last long and shorter than used to be. My mind is clearer and I am more motivated and commited than before, I have more control over my life which is a really powerful feeling. I exercise four times a week mostly bodyweight stuff (push up chin up etc.) and started doing yoga because I don't like how  stiff my body is. I am also less self conscious than before, my anxiety started dissipating.
I want to be more social but I have some difficulty with this but I hope with time I can overcome it.

Ages 20-29 / Leaving my past behind - Absinthe26's journal
« on: May 22, 2015, 08:48:33 AM »
Hello everyone!

This is my first day on this forum. I am 27 years old. I started PMOed when I was about 13 years old over the years this bad habit made my life  terrible. I am very shy and introverted by nature but PMO mede it worse I developed  social anxiety and depression. I tried to quit from this addiction in the last year but my attempt wasn't successful. My longes streak was about 40 days long.
I know I need to quit, I can't live more like this. I don't want to waste my time and energy to such an emty pleasure.
I want to live my life to the fullest, want to socialize make some friends and find a cute girfriend but this addiction if it countinues makes it almost impossible for me. I hope I can overcome this and start living a fullest better life.

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