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Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 19, 2014, 06:46:43 PM »

So far so good still. No urge to PMO and nothing really exciting to be honest. bit gym again and daily routine. For now it's quite easy. But I feel more excited already when just looking to girls in bikini on tv or something. Think good progress right?:)

That's a rough story mate! It's a good thing u want to change your environment, that could also be the reason you never had a girlfriend I think. But i have a female friend from Brazil. She lives here now with her parents, but they are very close and say its usual in Brazil. So I think it also be very difficult decission maybe. But its all for the best! I wish you all the best in the future

 The 90 days you can do it again! You know what u can expect and how to handle. keep it going brother

Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 18, 2014, 05:31:00 PM »

Man I think I made good process! I woke up with a tremendous morning wood.. at day 8, was so long ago. It stayed for several minutes so I'm a happy man. Today i worked, did some clothes shopping and went to gym again. But I had my first big urge to pmo today. When I was shopping I saw 2 hot girls passing by, I looked at their body's and felt horney is fuck. For about 2 hours it felt like I wanted to fuck every woman with a heartbeat. Then luckily it gone away but when I was home and wanted to clean up my PC I saw a naked picture of a girl I know.. I totally forgot I had it. Then my urge was big again but I immidiatly went to shower and then it was gone again. I had a morning wood plus 2 times i resisted to pmo. Progress progress progresssss!

Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 17, 2014, 11:43:54 AM »
Day 7:

I had a little urge to watch porn but i ignored it pretty easily. Also I feel restless, I feel tired but at the same time it seems I have lots of energy also. So I will go to the gym tonight, we will see how it goes. But today I also realized how much porn and images to suduice you to watch porn there is. You look at 10 website and at least 4 of them has images of porn or hot girls"wanting" you on it. Never realized they where everywhere :P.

But so far so good, not really have much of difficulties so far!

Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 16, 2014, 02:57:00 PM »
Day 6:
Today was an easy day and felt bit more energetic today. No urge to masturbate or horny thoughts. Spend my time housekeeping, hang out with a friend a watched football/soccer.  Tomorrow i want to start at the gym again. Good luck everyone:)

Its good you didn't relapsed!  Maybe try to shut off ur pc/tv when u want to watch porn. just shut it off immidiatly and try to do some housekeeping for example. I don't think anyone ever got or stayed horny when washing clothes:)

Good luck and keep posting 8)

Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 15, 2014, 10:39:14 AM »
@Yeleshade thanks for your comment!  8) 

It's not my intention to watch porn with a girl now ofcourse but maybe when the problems are over I can do that occassionally.
I agree on the distraction part ofcourse but I feel out of energy these days however i go to the club tonight:) and from monday i try to hit the gym again and I play football and darts when can. I see you already are 45 days without PMO keep it up!   

Ages 20-29 / Re: From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 15, 2014, 08:16:43 AM »

Thanks for your reply. Ofcourse my goal is also to eliminate porn forever. however I think watchting together with a girl can be very exciting though. But ofcourse I don't want to watch alone anymore jerk off. I read the thread of William and was very helpful, thank you for showing me the topic:)

Ages 20-29 / Re: Time for change
« on: November 14, 2014, 10:37:19 PM »
hey Good luck with your journey. I just started 5 days ago so we both 'beginners'' .  As hobby I think hitting the gym would be perfect. I want that myself also but i feel so empty and lack of energy at the moment.

Ages 20-29 / From Hell to Heaven
« on: November 14, 2014, 10:34:01 PM »
Hi everyone, I'm 23 years old and from The Netherlands so I hope my English is good enough for everyone to understand.

So here is my story.
I watched porn and masturbated on a daily basis since my 14 till last sunday (9 nov 2014). I never thought porn would damage your brain so much! Since my 14 i had 4 girlfriends. With girl nr 1-3 I had no problems with getting an erection and making love  but with my last girlfriend ( 2 years ago) I had much more difficulties to get it hard but it still worked if i pushed myself hard and take a lot of time.

I didn't think anything off it so i didn't look for information or even thought i had a problem. But last tuesday everything changed. 2 days earlier on sunday i last masturbated. I did this becouse the tuesday I had a sexdate with a very beautiful girl At that point I never heard about reboot nation or anything associated with porn and ED. I met her 2 weeks earlier on a birthday party and we decided to be fuckbuddy's (hot, i thought at that time)

Well that tuesday had to become a very good day, but it went horrible. I'm not a nervous person, so it wasn't anxiety becouse i feel confident about my skills and body. I went to her place and after talking and drinking some coke we slowly started kissing etc and we went to her bedroom. She started stripping and grinding etc but I didn't get excited. At that moment I knew I wouldn't get hard that day. after 30 min of trying and pleasuring her, I decided to throw the towel. I never felt so bad and unmanly. I not yet talked to her till this day.

So when I came home that night I immidiatly googled to find out what my problem was, then I first read about porn that screws with your brain so you can't get an errection only with porn. When I read about the consequences of masturbating on porn I learned that, that was my problem. I was also very tired for a long time, no motivation, not felt much about picking up women etc etc.

My goal is that I can make love to women without having problems with my penis. I just want an erection when we are at foreplay and normal sex, not to have watch porn to look how a girl get gangbanged by 10 guys. Also I want more motivation en focus in my life. I already not masturbated for 5 days. those 5 days i felt empty, like a zombie with no energy at all. I hope this will get better soon.

I want to thank everyone for reading and commenting, I can use all the support ofcourse.  Once again, sorry if my English not that good.

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