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Success Stories / Re: Very good results after 65 days and question
« on: December 02, 2014, 05:25:24 PM »
You are doing great man, good job! I think you should try without condoms if that is possible. They make quite a big difference. And never watch P again! Too many people relapse to P when they start seeing good progress like you do. Good luck!

Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction/Delayed Ejaculation / Re: Cialis and ED
« on: November 16, 2014, 03:33:38 PM »
Yeah, I am happy to discuss this with anyone, and it does indeed look like we have a lot in common!
Glad to hear that you are getting strong MW, this is definitely progress. I have had a few good ones for the last 5 weeks, but I feel pretty dead right now.
Did you have frequently O's prior to this?
I had frequent sex up to 3 months ago, only a few O-s after that, 2 PMO relapses.

Read my journal on yourbrainrebalanced if you want more information about my reboot.
I am "Long time rebooter from Norway"
I am looking fwd to follow you on your road to success, all the best!

Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction/Delayed Ejaculation / Re: Cialis and ED
« on: November 16, 2014, 03:58:02 AM »
Hi, welcome to the rebooting community!
Good thing to see you are starting a journal, it makes this journey a lot easier I think.

I had my first ED experience 7 years ago, and started using ED drugs then. Met a nice girl one year later, and had lots of sex, still while I was on ED drugs the entire time. I also kept PMO-ing regulary, I had this stupid idea that I needed to use my penis to keep it working I guess.

I found out about PIED two years ago. At that point I could not get hard to P without Cialis.
It all made a lot of sense to me, and I quit P right then. I still had a lot of sex with my GF and O-d with her. Had a few P relapses, but stayed clean most of the time.

I realized that I needed another approach to my ED in december 2013, and had a long (78 days) no-o streak then. Did not have a lot of progress, and got back into O with GF/Cialis after that.

Our relationship ended in august, and I have been hardmode rebooting since.
I am in a complete flatline now, no erections at all, very weak morning wood sometimes.
My last O was with a girl 34 days ago, I was able to force an erection by taking Kamagra.
Felt like shit after that. Now I am preparing for a long hardmode period.

Because I have no issues with P or M anymore, the only thing left now is O's.
And rebooting while O-ing has so far done nothing for me.
I think I need to abstain from O for an extended period of time.
Don't know if this is the right thing for you though, just wanted to share my story.
Good luck! :)

Anyone else with this condition? I feel like I am getting deeper and deeper into flatline, penis is completely dead now, after 31 days in hardmode.

Hi, good job man!
I think you could try sex without Cialis, but I would be careful when it comes to O-ing. Try to space out O-s as much as you can. I got too carried away after my first reboot, and I think O-ing too frequently with my girl ruined my process.
Just my 2 cents.
Good luck!!!

I feel just the same as you, Rebootking. I have rebooted for a long time, and I have started hardmode 15 days ago. I have the same questions as you, and am going through the same things, panic attacs, semi erections only, depression... Some people has taken quite a long time to reboot, and I am probably a severe case. One guy saw improvements after 5 months, another after 11 months hardmode. I have never been doing hardmode for more than 78 days before, I hope I can continue with this streak until I am cured.

Went to see a very well known urologist, he told me that PIED was indeed real, and that guys suffering from it needed to "quit cold turkey".
Right now I feel no connection with my penis, but I do get semis in the morning, and even had one spontanous the other day. First in a long time.
I think that I have no other option but to try to go hardmode and see if my libido returns.
I will see another urologist as well, maybe I can have him check out my T levels etc, just to make sure everything is OK.

The only advice I can give at the moment is to have faith in the process, and keep on rebooting in hardmode. I believe I have lost a lot of progress from Oing with my xGF too frequently.
Rewiring is good, but O seems to be bad in my case.

I really hope you see improvements soon, but keep in mind that it might take longer.
No matter what you do, stay away from P M and O. One guy in here wrote "you'll either feel the pain of dicipline or the pain of relapse", and I think that sums it up pretty good.
We are all different, but i believe we all can heal.
I wish you the best of luck, and I look fwd to read about your progress.

Different ED drugs worked really good for me. But I think I was flatlining without even knowing it when I started to use them. Took several years until I found out about PIED. So taking the ED drugs to have sex with GF can have been helping me to force erection when I just should have left my penis alone and rebooted. O seems to be bad for my reboot. Like 2heal said, get to the root of the problem and reboot.

Okay, Thats good to hear. I am sooo ready to get over this PIED now. I have been rebooting for 11 months, but O'd freqently a girl, using Cialis to get hard.
Now I have realised that I will have to hardmode if I am going to recover, as my progreess was not what I hoped for.
It seems like O was not beneficial for my reboot at all.

Hi Fugu, thanks for your reply!
Is this hard flaccid? I thought hard flaccid described a penis that feels hard to touch, even if it was in a flaccid state. Mine is feeling like its getting erect, but I only get to 20-40%, like there is something happening, but just not enough to get where I want to be.

I had a nocturnal erection last night. It is still not more than a 50%, sluggish hardon, and it is sort of floppy. By that I mean that the penis is erect, but there is no strenght there, it actually feels like the root of the penis is a hinge. It has been like that for quite some time, also felt this sometimes when using Cialis.
Has anyone else seen this, and improved from it..? I am worried...

I feel your pain man. I ve been there myself. You did the right thing when you told her about PIED. Maybe you should show her this site, to let her know that a lot of guys suffer from this, that it is curable, your on the right track and so on? If she understands and supports you, great! If not, use it as motivation to help you go through the reboot. It is really the only choice for us suffering from PIED anyway. Be prepared that it may take a long time to heal, but as a lot of guys already have experienced, you will!
I wish you all the best, stay strong! I should also add that I have been rebooting for a while now, and that I believe it is best to abstain from O for as long as possible. I think it puts me back in flatline when I do. Will try to go hardmode for a long time now..

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