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Ages 20-29 / Re: I need to kick this
« on: August 18, 2014, 06:53:24 PM »
thanks for the replies guys, I relapsed yet again, so back to 0 ! >:(

I think its just the easy of access I have and allow myself. perhaps leaving all internet devices in more "public" areas will help.

Sorry I havn't been on in the last few days, will try and use this forum to keep me motivated, and remember why I want to give up porn.

Ages 20-29 / I need to kick this
« on: August 14, 2014, 07:27:37 PM »
Well Ive come back to reboot nation after some binges that have proved to me I need to kick this addiction now and get my life back. Only recently ive noticed some slight ED, clearly from PMO, I didnt think it would happen to me but i can now see how PMO can really damage you.

Starting today I am going to avoid P and M at all costs, its not going to be easy I know as Ive failed this plenty of times before, but I am 100% putting all my effort into this, this time.

Will keep this posted every few days, hopefully with god new rather than bad.

Ages 20-29 / Re: My Reboot Journal
« on: August 01, 2014, 05:03:07 AM »
well ive had a terribe few days in PMO terms. finally got myself back here after binging for hours each day these last few days.

the fact that it only makes me feel worse about myself that ive slipped again, proves to me that i dont need/want porn in my life anymore. im restarting again , and im lucky because ill be away from the internet for the next few days so with a few "easy" days under my belt i can finally kick this addiction and start feeling better about myself and living my life the way it should be lived.

thanks again daedalus, relly helps to know im not the only one who is addicted to PMO and wasnts to get it out of my life!

Teens / Re: 18 and completely addicted
« on: July 25, 2014, 04:45:10 PM »
hey CJG,

Its hard to know when you're addicted to P, well for me it was hard to tell/accept, but I think its clear your addicted when your turned on by stuff you otherwise wouldn't have been, except for porn. Like you I started with the usual stuff, consider myself straight but as I got bored of girls i moved into the tranny and even gay stuff. I cant see myself ever wanting to experience this stuff in real life and as I can tell neither would you?

Dont worry about the relapses, just reset your counter and go for it again. no point in feeling bad or giving up, from what ive read here reboots can really help get your sexuality back to where it was initially.

Goodluck man and look forward to your story of kicking this!

Ages 20-29 / Re: My Reboot Journal
« on: July 24, 2014, 05:04:24 PM »
And I fail 9 days into no P. >:(

Im furious with myself, Ive just spent the last god knows how long on a binge, and as soon as i was done, i knew I let myself down.

Im going to try even harder this time, no M if i can help it, as i think it lead to me watching P. I now know it happened because I had way too much time to myself today, other days Id kept myself busy and not brought to laptop anywhere private, but today unfortunately I did.

Thanks for your words of encouragement, sorry to say Ive failed since you replied, but now im more determined not to let P control me.  With regards to sexuality, yeah i believe what ever happens happens, but i dont want P to warp my visions of it!

Thanks again!

Ages 20-29 / Re: My Reboot Journal
« on: July 22, 2014, 04:51:20 PM »
So im up to 8 whole days without porn!

happy with my progress so far and im feeling better about myself already.

However I did MO twice during the week without porn, but maybe its better to MO without porn, than slipping back into porn itself.

Ages 20-29 / Re: My Reboot Journal
« on: July 18, 2014, 04:51:20 AM »
Thanks for the reply man! goodluck yourself, just taking it a day at a time and keeping myself busy!

Ages 20-29 / Re: My Reboot Journal
« on: July 17, 2014, 01:39:15 PM »
well im nearly at 4 days and haven't felt better about myself. Im finding getting out instead of sitting in with nothing to do has really helped. haven't even had to MO. Temptation will probably set in really hard over the next few days just need to keep going.

Ages 20-29 / My Reboot Journal
« on: July 14, 2014, 01:20:07 PM »
14th July 2014,

Well I've decided porn is impacting my life, those endless hours of "edging" and PMO have to stop today! Yourbrainonporn has really helped me to see that and if anyone is thinking about quitting, watch the videos on there and maybe you will be as shocked as I was, by how bad porn is for you.

I found myself constantly looking for the next "best" porn when other stuff failed to arouse me, I even ended up watching gay porn and have even convinced myself im gay from this porn use. (if am am gay I have no problem, but addiction is certainly no state to decide that with). Chat rooms and cams were another problem of mine, fueling my false feelings of being wanted and so on. Over the past year I've felt myself become down on myself, angry at my addiction, not fully enjoying life the way I should.

I want to quit now more than ever, ive tried in the past but have failed. But with rebootnation now I think i'll have more luck.

Will keep this updated. Here's to a new me :)

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