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Ages 20-29 / A week free after a long time
« on: September 14, 2016, 05:08:25 PM »
Today is my day 7 and I am very happy with my progress so far, I guess being busy with my academics has taught me or I can say distracted me from PMO and I feel very good about that now what concerns is the way I eat too much these days, I think I am developing food addiction because when I sit in front of my computer to watch something when taking a break from books I always want to eat something even if its just for fun and not for the necessity of eating. I am also concerned about my body weight which is the reason why I no longer approach girls because I don't think they will like me but recently I have recently developed some interest in some girl and she doesn't seem to be concerned about my weight and I think we get along well. Ever since we met (me and her) I have mostly forgot about my shame which is porn. I really want to beat this addiction because I hate it and I can't have happiness when I am still under it, It has been a long since I have felt genuine happiness and I have grown numb to good things little good things, sex is what is always on my mind and I want when I look at a girl to look at her properly and fall in love with their personality and not their body. It surely has been a long since I have gone 7 days without PMO and I am grateful of my progress and hope to continue with it. I have had many breakdowns and right I don't want to accept any,I cannot diassapoint her with this behaviour, I don't want her to feel disgusted by this. Few months since I have posted.

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Ages 20-29 / I always thought that I will stop and I am in control
« on: February 11, 2016, 05:41:07 PM »
I always that I will stop and I am in control, everytime when a new month start I just tell me myself that I'll start being clean with it but I always fail. I have never thought that I'll be addicted to pornography but I'm now deep in it and there is nothing that I have never tried in terms of trying to stop masturbating. I tried talking to people about it but its normal for other guys it doesn't bother them, I am a person who hardly dates because I think I have low self esteem and I'm not good at maintaining conversations with people so that's where I fail with connecting with people. Porn is starting to change the way I live myself I can't go a week without watching it or even two days since I started trying to quit it,I am suffering emotionally and psychologically pleasw help guys thank you in advance.

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