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Ages 20-29 / Accountability Partner Request
« on: February 01, 2017, 12:39:48 AM »
To keep this brief, I've been trying to quit PMO for about 2 years now. I'm a 21 year old college student, and Ive been able to hold fairly long streaks but then once I relapse, I go months without trying again. Here's what I want ideally:

-Posting in each other's journals (though I'm not a frequent user of journals)
-Being able to anonymously message each other on kik or another anonymous messaging app
-Preferably somebody around the same age
-Somebody who is completely dedicated to this

Ages 20-29 / Desperate Need for An Accountability Partner
« on: February 19, 2016, 12:01:58 AM »
To put this briefly, I can't do this alone. I thought I could do it, but I'm the kind of person who needs to be surrounded with like-minded people. If I'm alone, I'm REALLY good at rationalizing my way through watching porn i.e "well here's a reason it's not all bad...". Really need somebody to call me out on my BS. Honestly the stricter the better, as you can probably see in my "No Tolerance Journal". Requirements: Posting in journals 4x a week, ages 18-25 (make it more relatable, and be intelligent and persuasive enough to keep the motivation alive.

I don't need a babysitter, but I'd love somebody who keeps it real and can remain strict enough to make this experience possible. Apologies if this isn't in the right section.

Ages 20-29 / My New "No Tolerance" approach
« on: February 02, 2016, 11:15:53 PM »
To whoever is reading this,
        Please understand that this is my personal journal, and it is not intended to give advice or to help others. Honestly, this blog will revolve around simplicity and won't get too extravagent. Don't be looking for proper grammar or sentence structure, as this is going to be a quick way to keep track of my journey. That being said, if you'd like to stop by and give me advice it would be much appreciated!
      My extremely brief story; 20 year old college student with PIED and a fairly severe addiction to internet pornography. Though I'm still young, I'm not a new player in the reboot game with more than two years experience of trying to quit (only gave like 10% effort so don't read too much into that). In high school, I was actually a great football player and had many friends. And to be honest, right now I'm not a total trainwreck. Life is good, but my brain is constantly being poisoned by pornography. It's effects are no longer possible to ignore. My thoughts are often clouded, my concentration is gone, my academic performance has suffered, my time is being wasted browsing adult sites, and, well, I can't get it up.
      In my earlier attempts to rid myself of this addiction, I took up the dangerous philosophy of moderation. Yes, moderation is key in almost every aspect of life, except it has no place in addiction. I've had small bouts of being able to hold myself to one or two sessions a week, but then I'd quite literally binge on pornography for hours afterwards. Now that I've managed to give myself ED (never knew it could happen to me) its time to wake up! Due to my several hour binge earlier today, I've managed to finally guilt myself into joining this site. I've watched all of Gabe's videos before and have been an observer until now. It's time for me to go full no tolerance, because if I can do that, what can't I do? And now I'm finally going to be a participant in this journey, and I think it shall be grand  :)

So, as of February 3rd, 2016, I shall be adopting the following no tolerance code:

*No Watching Pornographic Videos
*No Pornographic Images
*No Watching Cam Models
*No Masturbation
*Fight against Sexual Fantasies (Thought Porn?)
*Delete Social Media enablers (Sexy Instagram Pages, etc)

This shall be in effect indefinitely, as I'd like to see how far I can take this and make a substantial and long lasting change in my life.
signed, PBVibes

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