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I've completed 60 days clean with no PMO, then 'relapsed' and jerked off like 6 times for a day, then more 30 days I've been clear.
I started having sex with a roomie 2 times, I was hard but when putting the condom it got a little bit limp, also some alcohol was involved. I couldn't cum.

2 More weeks has passed and had sex with another girl, I was rock hard, then again upon putting the condom it went like maybe 50-60% erection, I was able to cum but I was not fully hard.

Is this problem mostly related to condom fit, or PIED?
I'm later trying some Crown condoms, the type of condom I used in those 2 situations were the Trojan Sensitive.

Porn Addiction / Activities to do when doing 90 days HARD MODE
« on: August 28, 2015, 06:14:15 PM »
I've been struggling to finally come clean and leave this habit.

After several relapses, I'm back again 15 PMO free, although yesterday I touched it briefly since it got hard after I woke up from a nap.
Anyways, I'd like to know if during the 'reboot' phase you should go out, ie. night clubs, streets and start conversations with women, my whole life I've been this insecure guy when approaching, although I've had relationships with some women, they were not hot by any means, but I've met them more through online dating sites than real interactions.

Should I just do some hobbies and 'reject' the idea of interacting with women until I feel my libido is back; I don't really feel like talking a chick on the street, I guess it comes down to shyness + not having the libido which is required for you to engage them.

I feel really lonely and depressed, I just switched jobs in my country Mexico, and I know anybody here, I like to do cycling, but haven't really explored any groups. I don't know what should I be doing with my time, should I avoid talking to women, firstly because I don't feel the drive to talk to them.
Last night I almost relapse hearing two people having sex, the sound of a women having sex makes me go wild and to want to jerk off so bad.
Also I'm having a hard time concentrating at work

Any advice is appreciated.

Ages 30-39 / Reboot at 30..
« on: April 19, 2015, 09:29:45 PM »
Just thought I would make an account just to make my endeavour more trackeable.
I've been struggling to remove porn and masturbation (both together) since 2012.
Back on those days I moved to a bigger city and out of habit I will masturbate maybe daily or do a marathon in the weekend jacking off.
Started masturbating by recording VHS movies, some old mexican porno movies, I was hooked with the rush and the feeling, maybe started this when I was 13 or 14.
Was a late bloomer, had sex for the first time at 24. I couldn't cum the first time..
Wasn't able to get a proper girlfriend until early 2013 meeting her online. Before her I had some hook ups or "FWB" arrangements, none of these girls were smoking hot, maybe were in the 5, 6 category, not to sound superficial but I've always liked hot and attractive girls but for some reason I just couldn't land one of them.

When I met my ex-girlfriend I started having sex with her maybe in the 2nd or 3rd month dating her, the first time I couldn't get it up; I masturbated some days earlier. The next weekend we attempted sex again and it went OK by myself taking a diet of no porn and no orgasm.
As time went on my ex-girlfriend became less interested in sex, so I escalated rapidly on fapping to porn and orgasming several times, sometimes even after having sex with her.
In the end I broke the relationship because the lack of sex..

Now I'm 30 and single, after some relapses this year, I'm again at it, doing HARD MODE, and it's very hard, sometimes I feel like fapping, but the majority of the time I am on the flatline, only in the early mornings when going to the bathroom I wake up with boners but through out the day.

Now, is it possible to reboot while having sex, maybe occasionally from time to time, 2-3 weeks? I don't know if I should go on and proceed to continue with HARD MODE, I'm prone to have the CHASER EFFECT.

Thanks for the support here.

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