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Success Stories / Almost 2 years - feeling young again
« on: August 08, 2016, 09:37:59 AM »
Hehe... the day has come. Here is my success story   :)

I am a 23 year old male. Typical story. Found out how to masturbate in my teens - liked it - finally looked at porn on the internet - life got difficult - tried to escape by watching more porn - eventually found out the hard way that porn can destroy your sexual health and induce fetishes.

Yeah, I was pretty shocked when I had sex for the first time. It was kind of meh and I lost my erections a few times. This was not how I imagined it to be. And I thought as a young, healthy and more or less socially comfortable man ED would be the last problem I would need to deal with.
Luckily only one google search had the answer for my unexpected problem: it was my porn consumption. More importantly, I also found out how to cure it. It was almost 2 years ago. It took that long for me to be cured.

I had not too much trouble quitting porn, masturbation was a different story. And it really set me back. But finally I have done it.

I gained so much experience. There is a lot I could say but in the end the quantity of succesful rebooters motivates newbs the most.
So here is another success that can confirm that PIED is real and can be overcome.
I had no morning wood, no physical reactions to potential mates, weird out of character fetishes and preferences.
Now I wake up with boners, feel a rush and a warm feeling in my groin whenever I see an attractive woman, can get erections, have a normal sexuality. As a bonus my nerves are strong as iron, I relax around women and during sex I can last a long time.
Very pleasing to feel your penis becoming hard in your pants by himself when the guy is needed. No figting to keep it up. Just enjoying the moment plus the pride of having overcome PIED.

Every rebooter has different issues, on forums like this you can find guys with similiar stories (yes, no matter how strange/ extreme your situation is you will find someone like you, trust me  ;)) and they will give you an idea of what to expect. Be social. Share your story and read journals.
Counting days is a fun and playful way to keep up your motivation.
Learn everything there is to learn, you find all the sources here, reflect on the reason you watch porn (quick rewards? Escapism? Self harm? Substitute for unmet romantic expactations? Fear or shame of real sex?) and understand the mind of an addict.

So... I'm done. Will I masturbate occasionally again? Why would I? I will not engage in a behavior that has caused so much pain and suffering. I am finally free and can do what I really want without some urges hitting me. Oh, and not to mention women have finally the comfort to enjoy sex with me that fulfills pretty much all wishes.

God bless you all, stay strong, farewell   :D

Ages 20-29 / Level 2 - rebooting and making life worthwhile
« on: January 03, 2016, 06:23:55 PM »
Hi forum,
it's diesel driver.

I made a new topic for two reasons.
First I masturbated today. I did not look at P but I count days of hardmode, so a reset was necessary. It's no big deal, I made great progress so far, I'm close to being cured. Still I'm longing for a fresh start.

Second I was only focused on my PIED exclusively. I would never work on my professional/ private life much. I want to change that, as I said in my previous journal.
So I started another journal.

After more than one year of rebooting... I finally feel ready to improve the things that really matter, or creating them.

And believe it or not, I feel discouraged for every rebooter here that disappeared and/ or deleted his account. I can only assume that these men gave up.
Never give up! There is so much to be achieved in life. I will show.


Ages 20-29 / Having the advantage of having boners
« on: October 14, 2015, 01:36:33 PM »
this is Diesel Driver. Long time no see!
I'm not new to this forum. A month ago I had decided to take a break from visiting rnation or any other no PMO or nofap board. Thought it could help me focus on something more pleasent.

I got better indeed. I would often wake up with hard boners. Of course I was thrilled to see the progress but I got cocky I guess, literally. At first I started feeling my penis up and down, just with the tips of my fingers. Then I would add fantasy about things I was looking forward to do with my healed member. I started edging soon and my thoughts became pornier after a while. Eventually I fapped. It no bad effect immadiately, so I did it again. Unfortunately I didn't think about what I was doing and soon I was sitting in front of my computer having edgefests to my old favorite clips.

Now I feel crushed, tired and unworthy. I thought nothing of having a fap occasionally, the result: 2 weeks of fapping twice per day on the average, sometimes with porn. I really got back to my old habits but this must stop.

I'm gonna set the rules once again.
  • No porn.
  • No substitutes for porn. Unexpected exposures have to be avoided and ignored.
  • No fantasizing. Sexual thoughts have to be blocked. Persisting sexual thoughts have to be blocked again.
  • No touching. The penis must not be touched except while urinating, washing or preparing to penetrate a real girl.
  • No stroking or tugging.
  • Respect the penis. No referring to it as dick, weener, thing, junk etc. It is a penis and a precious part of the body.
  • No self pity ;)
  • Breaking any rule leads to a reset of the no PMO counter

I will report from time to time. Forgive me for messing up. Things will be different from now on.

Hi there,
since last week I can feel a burning pain in my penis. It comes randomly but after standing up when I had been sitting for a long time it is more likely. It starts mild, then builds itslef up for two seconds or so and then disappears again. Can't say accurately where the pain is coming from, I beleive it is inside the urinary tract at the tip or behind the tip.

Now I don't know what could be wrong. Never had this before.
Is it an STD? The last time I kissed/ recieved oral sex without protection was months ago. The skin on my penis looks fine, no discharge or anything suspicious, peeing happens like it should.
Is it a fapping accident? Can that even happen? I went 30 days hardmode, the last time I fapped/ edged I did feel a lot of pain in my lower abdomen and testicles afterwards.
Diet, health, hygiene is alright.

Has someone experienced the same? What is it?
Thanks for reading. Cheers!

Ages 20-29 / Summer, Fall, Winter, Spring and then Summer again
« on: June 18, 2015, 03:39:11 AM »
Diesel driver here.
I abstained from any form of self pleasure for a month. My new objective is to do a year!

I wrestled with PMO for quite a while. The symptoms commonly described are very real but so is the chance to regain what was lost. I seem to be close to where I want to be.

I want not only to boost my confidence and gain the ability to get erections whenever I want to, I want to forget about self pleasing completely.

I want to cancel the option of masturbating when a relief of stress is needed. I want to clean my muscle memory from the movements which led me here.

I want to live with self respect and discipline during Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring and then Summer again.

I will report how I'm doing every weekend. I will put a new counter in my signature soon.

Ages 20-29 / Good vibes and self-respect
« on: May 05, 2015, 11:10:56 AM »
Hello rebooters,
I've been trying to do a full reboot for quite some time now.
My sticking point is the weekends. When I have a lot of free time I would easily be tempted to MO/ PMO. For the last month I went through a cycle of fapping-saturdays and -sundays, entering flatline and recovering from it until the weekend.

I regained some erectile function from a one month streak of no MO/ PMO. I came out of flatline very suddenly and couldn't help but fap and I got addicted again. All progress is basically lost but now I know what to do.

I learned a lot about rebooting. These are my discoveries and it might apply to you as well.

Things I learned:
  • Flatline recovery happens unexpectedly. Libido and erectile function increases slowly but one day it will suddenly peak to its max. Brace yourselves
  • You don't need to "test" and shouldn't. You know when you're there.
  • A relapse after just one week of no MO/ PMO can be even more destructive than fapping every day. The orgasm will be very strong and it destroys your progress completely. Two to three weeks should be ok.
  • A good workout increases your blood flow for a few days and that effect is a big advantage when you plan on having sex
  • Supplements like arginine can help but they are for more experienced rebooters. If you are addicted, blood flow and libido increasing supplements will be trouble
  • If you can't stop thinking about sex you might think MO/ PMO will help your mind rest for a while. But fapping makes it worse.
  • The level of arousal you need will sink, even big fetishes will disappear

The last time I MO'd was 4 days ago. I want to make a one month streak again!
Let's see if I can do it

Ages 20-29 / The awakening of the sleeping snake
« on: March 20, 2015, 11:13:20 AM »
Hi rebootnation,
I've been doing nopmo and nomo for almost 4 months now. Had an account as well but deleted it which I regret. Here I am again!

My run wasn't perfect. I mo'd a few times, even pmo'd like three or four times. Last week I went on a fap spree which was hard to stop and it's the reason why I'm back here.
Luckily I kept all the progress I made over the last months. My morning wood returned. Not perfectly but most of the time I wake up with morning wood. I had my very first wet dream. There is a little bit of movement down there when I think of something nice or see something I like. When I'm alone and relaxed I can get my penis up by stroking only in any position but it won't be enough to engage in intercourse with someone.
Someday it will be.

I went to a doctor a few days ago. Talking about my problem without being judged helped me tremendously. She confirmed that porn is like brainwash which makes more and more young men impotent, not permanently though. She said a man should be able to get an erection by fantasy only even without touching. That will be my next milestone

Edit: Posted this from my phone. No idea what happened but the message got scattered a little. Fixed it

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