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Ages 20-29 / The Journey to Freedom: My Journal
« on: October 31, 2017, 01:23:58 PM »
Day One: My Story

Today the journey has begun. Yesterday was my last relapse and I saw a need to start journaling my experiences. Earlier this year I went upwards of 2 months no PMO, but gave in and have been stuck ever since. Now I have made the decision to never look at porn or masturbate again. It is harming my personality and my cognitive abilities, while keeping me entrenched in a lie. Good thing I have an accountability group (my roommate included), to keep me honest. I don't plan on ever going back to the mental prison this makes. Today and the latter half of yesterday have been difficult. Feeling exhausted and seem to be a shell of myself. I plan on learning from my past relapses and being present to NEVER let this addiction take hold of me again. Time to constantly improve and over come this years-long addiction. I'm done and I'm not looking back.

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