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Ages 30-39 / 37 yo addict.....trying to start over
« on: February 20, 2015, 07:44:26 PM »
I'm 37 years old and I have a problem. A problem I want to get past. I have been relying on P as my sexual outlet for at least 19 years. I have had a couple of relationships in the middle of this and only one was what I would consider a serious relationship and it didn't end too well. For years, I have been spending most of my spare time watching P online or in sex chat either online or on my smart phone. Most weekends and extended time off from work, I spend online. I'm talking every waking moment from the time I wake up till time to go to bed. I have not eaten because I couldn't leave my sex chat. My online experiences have lead to me trying online hook ups with random people and putting myself in dangerous situations only to be ultimately disappointed in my real life experience because it was not as satisfying as it is when I watch the same actions in porn.

I have tried to break away from this in the past but have always failed. I am at the point now where I am always tired. I can't remember anything and I always have a cloudy mind. No morning erections, no desire for any companionship, no spontaneous erections. I am currently 3 days without and have a constant headache. I am hoping that fads soon.

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