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Teens / Recovery: Not Afraid
« on: January 13, 2015, 09:13:33 PM »
About Me:      Hi, my name is Brandan and I hate porn.  I am looking to create a fresh start for myself and I feel like that starts here.  My past with porn needs to come to an end. I am a 15 year old male.  I am very mature for my age, I'm smart, and have good friends.  I am not very confident though, I have social anxiety and ADHD but those things don't define me.  I have been feeling pretty depressed lately and I'm ready for a change.

My story:        I have been struggling with porn addiction for about 3-4 years now. Since the first time I saw porn to now my life has slowly been going downhill and its to the point where I know I need to do something about it.  PMO has taken over my life and I feel like it has taken away who I really am. I would like to return to the happy, confident, stable me.  But porn keep pulling me back in like I'm encaged.

I know that I am addicted I know this this because I have tried to quit in the past I have gone 2 weeks without porn once, that was a year ago though. Starting tomorrow I will try to get to 130 days free of PMO. I know this road to recovery will be hard, rough, challenging, tempting, and even painful but I believe I will be able to make it. Even if it takes me several restarts. I am determined.


I am looking for an accountability partner, I feel that it would be benefitial to me.  So if you are around my age or don't have an accountability partner yet then I would be glad to be your partner.  I would be fine with a male or female accountability partner.  :)


My Goal:        I am trying to achieve 130 days of PMO.  I would like to see changes in myself, such as happiness more motivated and social.  I am also looking to balance my hormones to minimize acne, which can be cause by the chemical release caused by PMO.  I feel that I need to get away from porn which causes me anxiety, stress, and guilt.  I would also like to post here everyday right after school. 

Thanks for reading, I will post again tomorrow.
Good luck to everyone reading this.
Anyone who needs an accountability partner or someone to talk to send me a private message :)

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