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Ages 40 and up / It’s a slow day...
« on: November 12, 2019, 11:54:54 AM »
...and it’s on a day like this that I’m most tempted to watch porn. So I’m posting here to keep myself distracted. How do you all keep yourself occupied when the evil urges hit?

Ages 40 and up / I’m a mess
« on: October 29, 2019, 02:55:41 PM »
I am 53 years old and I’ve been struggling with porn addiction for years. Even now as I type this I am sitting alone and am tempted to watch porn on my phone out of boredom. I am 8 days into my reboot.

Ages 40 and up / 50 year old MGTOW
« on: December 14, 2016, 06:30:06 PM »
I didn't realize just how terrible an addiction I had until I tried to quit. I managed to make it about 3 weeks my last attempt before falling back into old habits. As soon as life got too stressful for me I found I needed that release. In recent months I have found some semblance of peace and stability in stoic and MGTOW philosophy. So once again I am attempting to kick the demon pornography out of my life. As of tonight it's been 6 days since I last used porn or masturbated.
Give me the strength to endure.

Ages 40 and up / one step forward
« on: November 25, 2014, 02:28:55 PM »
45 days into my reboot and I'm now able to make love to my wife again without using ED meds. I am I'd say 90% over PIED!  8)

Ages 40 and up / before and after
« on: November 15, 2014, 07:13:35 AM »
Recently reality show trash queen Kim Kardashian posed for full frontal pics. Naturally the national news websites posted the pics (with appropriate censoring of course). Before my reboot my first reaction would have been to do a Google image search to see the pics for myself. Now, over a month into my reboot, my first reaction is a feeling of contempt for a narcissistic attention whore who preys upon the weakness of men such as ourselves in the name of her own self aggrandizement. Never again will my weaknesses be manipulated by those who contribute nothing but believe the world revolves around them.

Ages 40 and up / panicked by porn
« on: November 09, 2014, 07:45:48 AM »
Nearly one month into my reboot and all is going well. However I had an odd experience yesterday. I was reading a book that had some illustrations and I got to a section where the illustrations were sexually explicit, essentially a porn comic. When I saw what was coming I panicked and quickly leafed through that section, not stopping until I got to the next chapter. I was genuinely afraid to look at it. I was afraid of back sliding and ruining all my hard work. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not. Have any of you had a similar experience? Thoughts?

Ages 40 and up / PIED and Viagra
« on: November 01, 2014, 04:30:45 PM »
I have been dealing with the symptoms of PIED for over 10 years. Until recently however I didn't make the connection between my porn use and ED. I assumed, and so did my doctor, that the issue was physical. She put me on ED medication, Viagra and eventually Levitra. I have been using these meds for over 10 years and they have had a success rate of over 99%.
So how about the rest of you? Have any of you used ED medication to treat PIED? If so what is your success rate?

Ages 40 and up / Last straw
« on: October 27, 2014, 06:16:54 PM »
2 weeks ago something in me just snapped. I can't explain it any better than that. Something inside me just said 'no more'. I deleted my Twitter porn account, erased all my nude images, and removed all the porn site bookmarks from my computer, smartphones, and tablet. I found this site a week or so later. So how about the rest of you. What was the straw that broke the camel's back? What happened to make you finally confront your addiction?

Ages 40 and up / Flat line
« on: October 24, 2014, 07:48:45 PM »
It's been 2 weeks since I've rebooted. I feel dead inside. I've had nothing approaching a sexual thought. I don't even feel like a man. I'm just...there. How long will I feel like this?

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